AUGUST 28,2009: DIVORCE FINAL. ABDESLAM CHAHIR GOT WHAT HE WANTED, A FRIGGIN GREEN CARD! ME,NOTHING BUT HEARTACHE. I PRAY THAT SOMETIME BEFORE I DIE, THAT I WILL BE ABLE TO FORGIVE THE A$$HOLE AND HIS WHOLE FU**ING FAMILY, BUT NOT SURE IF THAT WILL EVER HAPPEN. HIS FAMILY(ESPECIALLY, MY IN-LAWS THAT I NEVER EVEN MET) SHOULD BE ASHAMED AND SO SHOULD HE! THE PAIN HE BROUGHT TO MY FAMILY,TO MY DAUGHTER WILL ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED. FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT DO NOT BELIEVE MY STORY, I AM SORRY. I TELL THE TRUTH.