Most people here misunderstand the situation because I can't explain everything.
The charge is not that serious. It's criminal contempt for sending emails (breaking OOP) It's not PSC, AF or even violent. I didn't hurt anybody in my life.
Part of the plea deal, I was allowed to go back to my home country and end the probation anytime but later the PO didn't acknowledge this. I was not given a work permit either so I was illegally kept there. Then they abused and assaulted me and finally I had no other option than leaving after sexual harassments and 2nd assault trusting the promise that I could leave the country and end the probation anytime I wanted. But while no one who assaulted, harassed and abused me are arrested, I have an arrest warrant and it's just because I used my right to leave and I simply can't go back.