I am finally able to write response again.
Yes, I definitely get how US finds me dishonest and I respect that. I think my messages are a bit misunderstand, I NEVER expect them to give me a pass into their country easily or issue me any kind of visa easily. I am just asking what is possible and what is not. One of my sibling obtained green card by the green card lotter while the other found himself a sponsorship maybe 10 years ago. I know now people will ask me why didn't I found a sponsor, well my brother is 16 years older than me, he had way more experience than I did so it was easy for him. They did not have the chance to visit me before that's why I am a bit isolated. They have little kids that makes it hard for them to come and visit me. If I cannot enter US again, which is fine at some point they will just visit me. I can live without being able to enter US. I am not sure if I ever will be able to see my parents again since their passports are seized in my origin country. It takes time to make a fresh start in another country that's why I waited this long to make this post.
I don't know why people are being so hard on me, it is not my fault that I was born in a third world country that's been dictated. It is very easy for people that were born in countries like UK, Canada, US, European Countries etc. to speak and tell me what to do. They had no dictatorship issues, "JuST dOn'T TweEt" so easy to say but I know people all go out to protest for BLM or Freedom of speech. Western people never had to be refugees so it is easy to speak. They never had any kind of fear to go to prison so they automatically think everyone else is lying when they say they have issues with their government. There are people literally risking their lives while trying to get out of their country on a boat rather than living there. Just think about it, a person goes into an ocean with a boat, they might just die but they prefer dying rather than living there, and people are insulting this person. It is not the topic but those countries include the countries that were invaded by western countries or colonized in the past. Nobody talks about that right? We do not have the right to live in your country no matter what, we all should die.
I don't need anyone to validate me or believe me, I don't care at all. I explained my story just to be able to see if someone is actually going to tell me what are the possibilities in my situation but I have seen that people prefer to think that I am just an "asylum shopper". I say they prefer because when you do not give all the details, they call you out for it, if you give the details then they just don't believe and still call you out for it. Governments create this asylum program for people like me, so we do not get tortured by our own dictator governments and when we apply for asylum, we get insulted for it. People literally expect us to live under dictatorship and go to prison rather than moving to another country.
If I did not make this post, most of you wouldn't even be aware that there is someone lives in Canada that went through all this. You wouldn't know because my situation has no impact on you, yet you still hate. If you met me in real life, you people wouldn't be able to talk or ask questions like that. I did not commit any crime, I did not hurt anyone, I did not be trouble for someone. I only broke a rule as a human once that was created by another human to protect myself. If you are going to hate me for it, go ahead but there is nothing you can do about it. I have proven that I am a good person, I had valid reasons and I will always be a good citizen so Canada granted me the citizenship. If you have any problems with it, you can tell them to shut down the asylum program.
It's either racism or something hateful inside you.
This will be my last comment ever on this hateful forum and Paula I am not calling you hateful though there are some others I call hateful because I have seen a messed up comment that was removed because I reported it.
People prefer to tear down a person rather than helping because it is easier. Good luck.
