Brother, if I could give my 2cents; I would advise to embrace positivity rather than focusing on negativity. My personal experience revealed that the more I focused on the positive actions and leaving the rest to the destiny; helped me to deal with reality. At the end of day, we are all microspec in the whole universal vastness. In grand scheme of existence, we actually don't exist or for that matter don't even matter! So make the best of it, no matter where you are. Cheers!