I joined this website when I recently moved to the United States and was so happy when I posted my first query about my adjustment is status and thought I'd be happily married forever with my ideal partner. It's really strange, heartbreaking and unbelievable how times shows more to people especially when you start living together. I am on my conditional greencard and for the longest time was in denial that I am being abused until when the police, family, friends and everyone around me got involved and my life is literally on the streets. Once being so independent, happy, confident and optimistic I've have become scared, anxious, broken and depressed. My husband who unfortunately I still love and trying hardest to make things work despite of what my therapist, friends and family have said about him that he is abusive, a part of me still love him. He tells me everyday how much he hates me and that I should go back to my Country which I can't do that at this point with so much social pressure of a young divorced woman. He is threatening to deport me and end all the relation he has with me. I have access to no finances or support system or any family nearby. I don't know about my legal rights or what next steps I should take to build myself atleast up to survival mode. My perspective on love, marriage, hope and support has been completely changed since the past two years. I need to get a lawful status in the States to try to make the best of my life and build my energy back to being my old self.
