The distance is doing my &*(&)p*^)^ING head in!!!!!

[Fandango 1,440]

Thanks guys! It's been relatively easy....but then when I have stress such as me missing David so frickin much....I really feel like I am having a meltdown.

I don't know if it's the smoking, because it REALLY REALLY feels like I am in physical pain without him....I dunno if it's just finally too much, or it's just the lack of that smoking crutch....hrmm...maybe a combo of both, hah. Even he said 'what's gotten into you?' today which made me start wondering...

[MichelleandCraig 1]

Awwwwww Lisa...you're so wonderfully supportive to everyone here...no doubt you need some propping up of your own once in a while! BIG HUGEEEEEEE congrats on the smoking thing...22 days is amazing! and no sense in giving in now!(not that you were!) All of us have either been there and remember how horrible it all was or are doing it now, so you KNOW you're among friends here!!!! ENORMOUS hugs to you, and treat yourself well. This is hard...and not to be too cliche(well ok...to be) but you know it will all be worth it in the end....I do know tho, that it doesn't make it any easier NOW! Thinking of you and wishing I could do something to help!!! Take care, Mich

[Dixie_Peach 1]

Seriously, I dunno if it's the lack of smoking *22 days today woo hoo*

aha! Now I understand why you were craving the hotdog! It's just the replacement "stick"

[ddave 0]

Thanks guys! It's been relatively easy....but then when I have stress such as me missing David so frickin much....I really feel like I am having a meltdown.

I don't know if it's the smoking, because it REALLY REALLY feels like I am in physical pain without him....I dunno if it's just finally too much, or it's just the lack of that smoking crutch....hrmm...maybe a combo of both, hah. Even he said 'what's gotten into you?' today which made me start wondering...

Don't get on here too much, but you know how insanely proud of you being off the cigs angel. And as for missing me? pfffttt... didn't some wise person once say it was all a piece of piss? I'll be with you soon angel, you can count on that. I miss you just as much, and it's not the same falling asleep on the couch without you tangled around me

[Jaylen Brit 0]

Thanks guys! It's been relatively easy....but then when I have stress such as me missing David so frickin much....I really feel like I am having a meltdown.

I don't know if it's the smoking, because it REALLY REALLY feels like I am in physical pain without him....I dunno if it's just finally too much, or it's just the lack of that smoking crutch....hrmm...maybe a combo of both, hah. Even he said 'what's gotten into you?' today which made me start wondering...

Don't get on here too much, but you know how insanely proud of you being off the cigs angel. And as for missing me? pfffttt... didn't some wise person once say it was all a piece of piss? I'll be with you soon angel, you can count on that. I miss you just as much, and it's not the same falling asleep on the couch without you tangled around me

Awww! How sweet are YOU?!

[munchkins 0]

Thanks guys! It's been relatively easy....but then when I have stress such as me missing David so frickin much....I really feel like I am having a meltdown.

I don't know if it's the smoking, because it REALLY REALLY feels like I am in physical pain without him....I dunno if it's just finally too much, or it's just the lack of that smoking crutch....hrmm...maybe a combo of both, hah. Even he said 'what's gotten into you?' today which made me start wondering...

Don't get on here too much, but you know how insanely proud of you being off the cigs angel. And as for missing me? pfffttt... didn't some wise person once say it was all a piece of piss? I'll be with you soon angel, you can count on that. I miss you just as much, and it's not the same falling asleep on the couch without you tangled around me

Awww! How sweet are YOU?!

Aww David, that is just lovely, I know how much Lisa is missing you, I talk to her

And Lisa, you are a complete star, 22 days, that is tremendous, very proud of you girl Won't be long before David is with you -so stay with it and then the next time, maybe we will all be over there and we can have that p****s up that you mentioned

Stick with the no smoking you are doing just great

[Aymerlu 3]

Congrats on 22 days! I know exactly how you feel about the distance. I'm gone a little mental through this whole process!

[Fandango 1,440]

thanks all of you! and hey baybee!!! I love you so much, can't wait til you're here

[Miranda&James 8]

I absolutely sympathize! We've been doing the apart thing for 6 years and the waiting between visits is SO hard! I always find that it's the worst in the couple weeks before he gets here (aka RIGHT NOW for me!) and I feel like I'm just going to die waiting for him.

I can't believe when he comes on the 30th it will be the time when he gets to stay here forever! You'll survive to that moment too and it will be amazing

[Fandango 1,440]

Thanks guys! It's been relatively easy....but then when I have stress such as me missing David so frickin much....I really feel like I am having a meltdown.

I don't know if it's the smoking, because it REALLY REALLY feels like I am in physical pain without him....I dunno if it's just finally too much, or it's just the lack of that smoking crutch....hrmm...maybe a combo of both, hah. Even he said 'what's gotten into you?' today which made me start wondering...

Don't get on here too much, but you know how insanely proud of you being off the cigs angel. And as for missing me? pfffttt... didn't some wise person once say it was all a piece of piss? I'll be with you soon angel, you can count on that. I miss you just as much, and it's not the same falling asleep on the couch without you tangled around me

Oh, I would just like to point out....that dumbass was NOT me :P

James_and_Miranda...I agree...the worst is right before they come over! That's what it is now....he was supposed to be here for the 27th, but unfortunately, that's not going to happen I think what's also worse is that we know he's coming soon, but neither of us know when

[ddave 0]

Thanks guys! It's been relatively easy....but then when I have stress such as me missing David so frickin much....I really feel like I am having a meltdown.

I don't know if it's the smoking, because it REALLY REALLY feels like I am in physical pain without him....I dunno if it's just finally too much, or it's just the lack of that smoking crutch....hrmm...maybe a combo of both, hah. Even he said 'what's gotten into you?' today which made me start wondering...

Don't get on here too much, but you know how insanely proud of you being off the cigs angel. And as for missing me? pfffttt... didn't some wise person once say it was all a piece of piss? I'll be with you soon angel, you can count on that. I miss you just as much, and it's not the same falling asleep on the couch without you tangled around me

Oh, I would just like to point out....that dumbass was NOT me :P

James_and_Miranda...I agree...the worst is right before they come over! That's what it is now....he was supposed to be here for the 27th, but unfortunately, that's not going to happen I think what's also worse is that we know he's coming soon, but neither of us know when

I forgot my [/sarcasm] banner

[almaty 19]

Thanks guys! It's been relatively easy....but then when I have stress such as me missing David so frickin much....I really feel like I am having a meltdown.

I don't know if it's the smoking, because it REALLY REALLY feels like I am in physical pain without him....I dunno if it's just finally too much, or it's just the lack of that smoking crutch....hrmm...maybe a combo of both, hah. Even he said 'what's gotten into you?' today which made me start wondering...

Don't get on here too much, but you know how insanely proud of you being off the cigs angel. And as for missing me? pfffttt... didn't some wise person once say it was all a piece of piss? I'll be with you soon angel, you can count on that. I miss you just as much, and it's not the same falling asleep on the couch without you tangled around me

a fine post there my man ..way to go sister lisa keep it up! dean

[Jasman0717 9]

22 days and not cigs, you have to be proud of yourself. Keep it going

[meddykomp 0]

Lisa,

Congrats on giving up smoking. Especially while going through immigration process. I seem to be getting more addictions during all this, not less. Hopefully once my husband is here, I can work on those a bit more.

Angel

[MaryandMian 1]

Just wanted to say congratulations for sticking to the no cigarettes yet. That is an awesome feat and you should be very proud of yourself.

Mary