I just need to vent

[aj1 1]

Today i was having one of those days where all i could do is cry, and think of how much i miss my love. It is amazing to me really how much i love my fiance i told him that today if i didn't love him so much there is no way i could have waited all this time. I have not seen him in 22 months and i can't afford to see him right now if i could i would have by now for sure. Everyday that goes by i pray that we hear something soon. Almost 8 months on A/P and we have no idea how much longer it will be. I told my love today that it would be such a wonderful birthday present for me if he got his visa on my birthday which is December 14th and i am hoping we hear something by then. I am sorry to write all this i just had a really rough day today i know that we all encourage each other to stay strong because i encourage alot of people on here everyone on V.J. knows i am always the one with encouraging words but today i had to encourage myself to believe, and pray this horrible nightmare will be over soon so that we can start our life together.It is not like we are doing anything wrong all we want is to be with our loved ones, I just know god never gives us more than we can handle but i have my days where it seems like this is all a dream. This process is definetly designed for people who are truly inlove, dedicated, patient, and who have found the right person. I know that I love him so much and he is the one for me and because of this love is why i can continue on with the whole ridiculous process. Thank you for reading! You are all in my prayers and thoughts for sure.

AJ1

[yassmine2878 1]

[Cheryl & Medo 3]

I feel your pain Hang in there hun it cant last forever.

[JODO 2]

for you AJ and everyone else toiling on AP in Cairo or anywhere in ME/NA.

[deb and ali 0]

Today i was having one of those days where all i could do is cry, and think of how much i miss my love. It is amazing to me really how much i love my fiance i told him that today if i didn't love him so much there is no way i could have waited all this time. I have not seen him in 22 months and i can't afford to see him right now if i could i would have by now for sure. Everyday that goes by i pray that we hear something soon. Almost 8 months on A/P and we have no idea how much longer it will be. I told my love today that it would be such a wonderful birthday present for me if he got his visa on my birthday which is December 14th and i am hoping we hear something by then. I am sorry to write all this i just had a really rough day today i know that we all encourage each other to stay strong because i encourage alot of people on here everyone on V.J. knows i am always the one with encouraging words but today i had to encourage myself to believe, and pray this horrible nightmare will be over soon so that we can start our life together.It is not like we are doing anything wrong all we want is to be with our loved ones, I just know god never gives us more than we can handle but i have my days where it seems like this is all a dream. This process is definetly designed for people who are truly inlove, dedicated, patient, and who have found the right person. I know that I love him so much and he is the one for me and because of this love is why i can continue on with the whole ridiculous process. Thank you for reading! You are all in my prayers and thoughts for sure.

AJ1

[deb and ali 0]

Today i was having one of those days where all i could do is cry, and think of how much i miss my love. It is amazing to me really how much i love my fiance i told him that today if i didn't love him so much there is no way i could have waited all this time. I have not seen him in 22 months and i can't afford to see him right now if i could i would have by now for sure. Everyday that goes by i pray that we hear something soon. Almost 8 months on A/P and we have no idea how much longer it will be. I told my love today that it would be such a wonderful birthday present for me if he got his visa on my birthday which is December 14th and i am hoping we hear something by then. I am sorry to write all this i just had a really rough day today i know that we all encourage each other to stay strong because i encourage alot of people on here everyone on V.J. knows i am always the one with encouraging words but today i had to encourage myself to believe, and pray this horrible nightmare will be over soon so that we can start our life together.It is not like we are doing anything wrong all we want is to be with our loved ones, I just know god never gives us more than we can handle but i have my days where it seems like this is all a dream. This process is definetly designed for people who are truly inlove, dedicated, patient, and who have found the right person. I know that I love him so much and he is the one for me and because of this love is why i can continue on with the whole ridiculous process. Thank you for reading! You are all in my prayers and thoughts for sure.

AJ1

[deb and ali 0]

Today i was having one of those days where all i could do is cry, and think of how much i miss my love. It is amazing to me really how much i love my fiance i told him that today if i didn't love him so much there is no way i could have waited all this time. I have not seen him in 22 months and i can't afford to see him right now if i could i would have by now for sure. Everyday that goes by i pray that we hear something soon. Almost 8 months on A/P and we have no idea how much longer it will be. I told my love today that it would be such a wonderful birthday present for me if he got his visa on my birthday which is December 14th and i am hoping we hear something by then. I am sorry to write all this i just had a really rough day today i know that we all encourage each other to stay strong because i encourage alot of people on here everyone on V.J. knows i am always the one with encouraging words but today i had to encourage myself to believe, and pray this horrible nightmare will be over soon so that we can start our life together.It is not like we are doing anything wrong all we want is to be with our loved ones, I just know god never gives us more than we can handle but i have my days where it seems like this is all a dream. This process is definetly designed for people who are truly inlove, dedicated, patient, and who have found the right person. I know that I love him so much and he is the one for me and because of this love is why i can continue on with the whole ridiculous process. Thank you for reading! You are all in my prayers and thoughts for sure.

AJ1

[Aymerlu 3]

Girl, you just vent away! (and remember I'm only a phone call away ) I know how hard this wait can be, but in the end your love is so much stronger. I pray soon that all this time apart will just be a blurr for the both of you. {{{{HUGS}}}}

[deb and ali 0]

Dear Jennifer, I feel your pain. As I read your post, I felt as if I could have written it myself. I'm new to this site today. so i'm not to good at using it yet. I first filed for my love in March of 2006. It' is a long hard wait. It's been a year since my fiance's interview. Each day i become more depressed with this un godly wait. Try to take comfort in knowing you are not alone in this treatment. It's clear from your post that in are very in love. There is some small comfort in knowing you are not alone in this. Misery dose love company. Hence this site. Keep the faith baby. yours truly Debarato.

[ninaoquinn 0]

Bless your heart, hon. You are in my prayers.

[doodlebug 3]

I'm so sorry. Have you contacted your Senator or Congressman yet? I think you should. Can't hurt you know?

[Fandango 1,439]

AJ, hang in there! I have not seen D for 16 mos now and I know how frustrating it can be when you go extended pds of time without seeing the LOYL. We are not on AR, but we have been apart due to ridiculous delays in our personal lives, but regardless, the heart doesn't care the reason...the heartbreak and longing are the same.

It's always good to keep your eye on the prize and be positive, but every now and again it's ok to just wanna scream and admit that it just plain sucks.

Heh, can you tell I'm not having a good night either?

Edited November 4, 2007 by LisaD

[Asante Maroon 0]

Hang in there...I knows its been an extremely long time, but you gotta keep the faith. I know how you feel. This process really sucks!

[deadbird 2]

-hug-

[Zee Bee 61]

*hugs*