My name ain't Stella....

[brownnskinn 0]

My boss had be dying to day...who was Fritz again..character wise ?

My boss said Taye Diggs is Fritz :

Fitz his a REAL yaad man...suh Taye Diggs nuh wuk atall! Kiprich is Fitz in my mind's eye. I just adore him. Mi wand if Kiprich gwaan nice like mi Fitzroy....hmmm...

[jawi876 2]

Jonesie is fine and resting at home. She is still having contractions, but they have slowed down considerably.

I didn't get granted a divorce today. The judge wants to see my ex in court. He is illegal, and barely accepts my calls because I filed for the divorce. The judge stated that they will serve him notice at his last known address. We can't get scheduled for the trial calendar until after the first of the year. If he doesn't show up, the judge will hold him in contempt and grant my divorce. I know it seems like a small delay, but in my heart it is huge.

I'm hurting right now because I have to cancel my trip to Jamaica that was scheduled for 12/30 to 1/12. I'm hurting because I have been wanting this divorce for the last three years, and I can't get it. I'm hurting because I can't be with Aron. I can't file paperwork, I'm just stuck here all alone in pain. I don't have a timeline, a countdown, nothing to look forward to regarding my future. I have an albatross hanging on my neck, draining me for everything I have.

I give up. My journey is over. I don't have the heart or strength to go through all of this anymore. I will face the fact that maybe Aron and I really aren't meant to be.

Jawi.

[SupportOAFJF 0]

My boss had be dying to day...who was Fritz again..character wise ?

My boss said Taye Diggs is Fritz :

Fitz his a REAL yaad man...suh Taye Diggs nuh wuk atall! Kiprich is Fitz in my mind's eye. I just adore him. Mi wand if Kiprich gwaan nice like mi Fitzroy....hmmm...

aahhaa..mi neva see dah reply deh ....dats wah mi tell mi boss no Taye Digss roun 'ere

[brownnskinn 0]

Jawi baby luv..u caan go crazy..u want mi order one fake one fi u ? mi hear it satisfy...some advice...just write don't picture uself hunny..all will be well soon...U soon get divorce decree and all a dem tings deh and by time u know it A is here and we get no more story...

Love u long time

Kimmy

Not sure if her hubby would like that one, I know mine was livid when I"mentioned" I had mine.

Jawi, It won't satisfy the need to be close to your hubby BUT try getting a nice hand held shower head, if you if you don't already have one, turn the dial to the steady stream, it should come out forcefully in one stream, get the water as hot as you can possibly stand it, be careful not to burn your self tho, and hold it over your cli#%.....Talk about automatic stress relief and instant orgasim Try latering up in some of hubby's nice smelling body wash first. Two years is a long time

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Mya: Talk English bi***!

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Mya bout reddi to put a a$$ whippen on her.

[brownnskinn 0]

*Mya blinks hard and her mouth drops open. Before Tradee or Melodee could fully react, Mya ran up to Melodee and punched her in the mouth. She grabbed a fist full of hair, and hurled Melodee to the ground. The women begin throwing punches like two men fighting to the death. They roll and fall to the ground in an all out brawl.

Cat fight

[Ta Ta 1]

Jawi, stay strong and never give up. God's time is the best time !

Read my siggy and the 100 flaming hoops we have to jump through.

Stay strong.....be encouraged, your time will come. If it is meant to be it will happen but don't give up.

Getting on a plane to Germany in a few hours and just saying I will be back in this thread in 10 days to catch up. I will be without a computer

and sitting over there wondering what the story will be like ........

Much love :energetic:

Omoba

[SupportOAFJF 0]

Jonesie is fine and resting at home. She is still having contractions, but they have slowed down considerably.

I didn't get granted a divorce today. The judge wants to see my ex in court. He is illegal, and barely accepts my calls because I filed for the divorce. The judge stated that they will serve him notice at his last known address. We can't get scheduled for the trial calendar until after the first of the year. If he doesn't show up, the judge will hold him in contempt and grant my divorce. I know it seems like a small delay, but in my heart it is huge.

I'm hurting right now because I have to cancel my trip to Jamaica that was scheduled for 12/30 to 1/12. I'm hurting because I have been wanting this divorce for the last three years, and I can't get it. I'm hurting because I can't be with Aron. I can't file paperwork, I'm just stuck here all alone in pain. I don't have a timeline, a countdown, nothing to look forward to regarding my future. I have an albatross hanging on my neck, draining me for everything I have.

I give up. My journey is over. I don't have the heart or strength to go through all of this anymore. I will face the fact that maybe Aron and I really aren't meant to be.

Jawi.

Come on baby girl...u can't give up..not without trying 1st....this is just a set back for now..u no see di devil a try a ting and he wants u to throw ur hands up and walk away..please don't do that..not w/o a fight..a good darn fight !!

mi luv u

Kimmy

Jawi baby luv..u caan go crazy..u want mi order one fake one fi u ? mi hear it satisfy...some advice...just write don't picture uself hunny..all will be well soon...U soon get divorce decree and all a dem tings deh and by time u know it A is here and we get no more story...

Love u long time

Kimmy

Not sure if her hubby would like that one, I know mine was livid when I"mentioned" I had mine.

Jawi, It won't satisfy the need to be close to your hubby BUT try getting a nice hand held shower head, if you if you don't already have one, turn the dial to the steady stream, it should come out forcefully in one stream, get the water as hot as you can possibly stand it, be careful not to burn your self tho, and hold it over your cli#%.....Talk about automatic stress relief and instant orgasim Try latering up in some of hubby's nice smelling body wash first. Two years is a long time

I am testiment to that..mi know exactly what u saying

[Yaads 0]

(((Jawi))) Don't give up! This is just one more bump in the road. You can and will get through it all and will look back and be so thankful for it all in the end. Don't let the devil steal from you what your heart desires. Don't let him win so easy. I understand your frustration and disappointment and hurt but please girly don't give up and lose all you have been fighting for. You will get your divorce decree, you will get your visa, you will get Aron here with you...YOU WILL! Maybe not in your time or our time but in the Lord's time. Please don't give up Jawi

[brownnskinn 0]

Jonesie is fine and resting at home. She is still having contractions, but they have slowed down considerably.

I didn't get granted a divorce today. The judge wants to see my ex in court. He is illegal, and barely accepts my calls because I filed for the divorce. The judge stated that they will serve him notice at his last known address. We can't get scheduled for the trial calendar until after the first of the year. If he doesn't show up, the judge will hold him in contempt and grant my divorce. I know it seems like a small delay, but in my heart it is huge.

I'm hurting right now because I have to cancel my trip to Jamaica that was scheduled for 12/30 to 1/12. I'm hurting because I have been wanting this divorce for the last three years, and I can't get it. I'm hurting because I can't be with Aron. I can't file paperwork, I'm just stuck here all alone in pain. I don't have a timeline, a countdown, nothing to look forward to regarding my future. I have an albatross hanging on my neck, draining me for everything I have.

I give up. My journey is over. I don't have the heart or strength to go through all of this anymore. I will face the fact that maybe Aron and I really aren't meant to be.

Jawi.

I'm sooo sorry. Why can't you go to Ja still?

[Yaads 0]

Jawi, stay strong and never give up. God's time is the best time !

Read my siggy and the 100 flaming hoops we have to jump through.

Stay strong.....be encouraged, your time will come. If it is meant to be it will happen but don't give up.

Getting on a plane to Germany in a few hours and just saying I will be back in this thread in 10 days to catch up. I will be without a computer

and sitting over there wondering what the story will be like ........

Much love :energetic:

Omoba

Have a wonderful time in Germany Many prayers for safe travels.

[brownnskinn 0]

(((Jawi))) Don't give up! This is just one more bump in the road. You can and will get through it all and will look back and be so thankful for it all in the end. Don't let the devil steal from you what your heart desires. Don't let him win so easy. I understand your frustration and disappointment and hurt but please girly don't give up and lose all you have been fighting for. You will get your divorce decree, you will get your visa, you will get Aron here with you...YOU WILL! Maybe not in your time or our time but in the Lord's time. Please don't give up Jawi

Fi tru dat!!! Devil hates marriages esp those that can withstand trial and tribulations. That is all this is a trial, at test, to see if you are up to Gods great blessings, whats instore for u and your hubby and your family in due time!!! Don't give up chile.

[Forever Young 1]

Jonesie is fine and resting at home. She is still having contractions, but they have slowed down considerably.

I didn't get granted a divorce today. The judge wants to see my ex in court. He is illegal, and barely accepts my calls because I filed for the divorce. The judge stated that they will serve him notice at his last known address. We can't get scheduled for the trial calendar until after the first of the year. If he doesn't show up, the judge will hold him in contempt and grant my divorce. I know it seems like a small delay, but in my heart it is huge.

I'm hurting right now because I have to cancel my trip to Jamaica that was scheduled for 12/30 to 1/12. I'm hurting because I have been wanting this divorce for the last three years, and I can't get it. I'm hurting because I can't be with Aron. I can't file paperwork, I'm just stuck here all alone in pain. I don't have a timeline, a countdown, nothing to look forward to regarding my future. I have an albatross hanging on my neck, draining me for everything I have.

I give up. My journey is over. I don't have the heart or strength to go through all of this anymore. I will face the fact that maybe Aron and I really aren't meant to be.

Jawi.

Jawi My darling, please don't give up on yourself and your happiness! I know right now it's easier to look at the dark side...that's what the devil is working for. HE IS A LIAR!!!! Jawi, their is a light at the end of your dark dark tunnel!! I know I feel your pain Sis. But your day, man & light is coming.

Look at the bright side...you are blessed with healthy children, a shelter, and a job.

Jawi, try to focus on all that you have accomplished this year! You are on the tip of the iceberg of being rid of your Ex, you found a new a wonderful god-given talent and you have a family here that cares and loves you more than I think you even realize.

I can't tell you that Aron is the one for you...but I do know there is a man out there that is! Baby Girl, this is the time now more than EVER you need to hang ON tuh yuh FAITH AND TRUST inna deh Lawd!! Jawi, has he failed you yet??? Has he??? NO!!!! And he ain't gonna fail you now! Just walk with him now...he WILL carry you, cause I know you don't even feel like you can carry yourself! Lean on him, your family and most importanly LEAN ON US!!!

You are ALWAYS there to take our minds offa our worries, disappointments and troubles...with your wonderful story and your even more beautiful personality...SO WHY WOULD YOU THINK THAT WE WOULDN'T BE THERE FOR YOU NOW!!

Sis, as always you are in my prayers and just know...HE HAS A MAN & A PLAN FOR YOU...You just have to HOLD TIGHT to your faith in him that he will deliver! FRemember he don't work on our time...we work on HIS!!

I LOVE YOU GIRL!!! Take a break...or even a mini breakdown, if you need...CRY IT OUT!!! Then GET UP and brush yourself off and tell the Bloodcleat devil fi tek weh 'imself...CAUSE HE IS A LIAR AND THE LORD, YOUR FATHER AND SAVIOR HAS A BEAUTIFUL WELL-LAID PLAN FOR YOU AND YOU ARE GOING TO FIND OUT WHAT IT IS!!!

Walk in light.

Love always,

Gill

[Forever Young 1]

Jawi, stay strong and never give up. God's time is the best time !

Read my siggy and the 100 flaming hoops we have to jump through.

Stay strong.....be encouraged, your time will come. If it is meant to be it will happen but don't give up.

Getting on a plane to Germany in a few hours and just saying I will be back in this thread in 10 days to catch up. I will be without a computer

and sitting over there wondering what the story will be like ........

Much love :energetic:

Omoba

Safe travel Omob's!!

Godspeed & many blessings,

Gill

[Mephys 2]

Jawi

I feel a little bit of your pain. We too had to wait for my husband's divorce before sending the papers. It didn't take as long as you, but it was hard nonetheless not to know what and where and when.

Just hang on in there, cry if you need to, scream even, let it all out.