My name ain't Stella....

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Anyway guys, I am just chilling today as I am on call to go in to work if they need me. You all need to keep my interest piqued today please? I am always bored and I have already bothered Mike enough for today.

HI Claire , srry I have not been here for you.I have bee back and forth on this floor trying to look busy so my boss wont bee too suspicious

Good morning peeps. I have been trying to recapture the parts of the story I lost the other day. Sorry if I worried you guys. I'm still in pain, and my heart hurts too, but life goes on. I really appreciate all the warm words and prayers and PMs and calls. THANK YOU and I love you all just as much!

Jawi

Here is some more of your story:

*The elevator re-opens on the fifth floor, and Fitz and Toya almost step on Mya’s listless body.*

Toya: Excuse us ma’am. Mya? Oh my God! What happened Mya? Fitz baby help me get her up! Wait, let me close her robe. Mya talk to me. What happened? Baby, we are here now. I’m so sorry. I’m sorry I wasn’t here for you.

*Fitz picks Mya up and they rush to Suite 56. The door is ajar, and Fitz stands Mya up next to Toya. He goes into the room to make sure that it is okay for them to enter.*

Fitz: There is no one here. It’s okay to come in now. *Fitz walks over to help Toya escort Mya into the room.*

Toya: Thank you so much Fitz. I love you baby. Can you go down to the front desk and see if they can tell you anything? Oh, and can you get someone to send up some tea? Don’t rush sweetie, I have a feeling we need some alone time.

Fitz: Okay baby. I’ll have the tea sent right up. Call me if you need anything, I won’t be far away. I love you too Toya. *He kisses her forehead and lips tenderly*

Toya: Mya honey, talk to me. Fitz is gone. What happened? Did Tran hurt you? Did you two argue?

Mya: *muttering through her sobs of despair* WaitTravisIloveyouIwontkillourbabyIwontkillourbabyIpromisejustletmeexplainTravis

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Toya: What? Mya please help me help you. You have to slow down and explain what happened.

Hi Jawi welcome back Ms.....hope everything has been great........

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Most JA men finds it taboo to "go down" as they call it, but they don't mind it being done to them. Mike and I have no issues with this. We are very open and love to explore new avenues and ways to satisfy each other.

I must agree w you there it is true , but wah mi realize is some a dem lie nuh rahtid, you get them one a way and you will definantly get a different story from them........ , but I must say hubby was no different but no he sibgs a different song hint hint

I must say hubby is like that too..very conscious and dat nah go fly..no wayyyy

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(((Jawi))) I am glad to see you back. I don't really know what happened but I want you to know that I will be praying for your physical pain as well as the pain in your heart.

Please don't feel rushed or stressed to get us parts of the story. The story is meant to be fun and shouldn't be a burden for you. If you need to take time, we all understand and will be here waiting for you no matter how long the absense.

I understand, and I appreciate all the warm thoughts and support. Actually, the story is not a burden at all. My family issue just had me discouraged. I have let go now, and I'm leaving it at the alter for God to handle. Thank you Gill and Tameka for your words of support and wisdom too.

My girl Jonesie knows me so well. She called and we listened to some tunes over the phone and laughed our butts off at Vybz Kartel and his lyrics. LORD!!!!! I needed that laugh for real.

You all are the best group of ladies. I appreciate having each of you. (F) (F)

When I blow up, I will remember each of you...vaguely.

I don't want to seem like the even up one, but I couldn't help but say this , I am vaguely new here in this world ( well I was here back in 06 but left and now I am back) so I do not know you guys at all but I can't help but feel like I DO know you all I feel a kind of connection to you. I don't know if it is because we are all going through or went through this process at one point or if it is the connection we all seem to have with Mya and Toya but when I was reading Jawi's comment just now and I got to the end all I could say was screw you you heiffer ( don't get me wrong I am not cursing at you) things I would say to family and friends people I am close.

I am rambling on let me go ............

much luv to mi yaadie peepies

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(((Jawi))) I am glad to see you back. I don't really know what happened but I want you to know that I will be praying for your physical pain as well as the pain in your heart.

Please don't feel rushed or stressed to get us parts of the story. The story is meant to be fun and shouldn't be a burden for you. If you need to take time, we all understand and will be here waiting for you no matter how long the absense.

I understand, and I appreciate all the warm thoughts and support. Actually, the story is not a burden at all. My family issue just had me discouraged. I have let go now, and I'm leaving it at the alter for God to handle. Thank you Gill and Tameka for your words of support and wisdom too.

My girl Jonesie knows me so well. She called and we listened to some tunes over the phone and laughed our butts off at Vybz Kartel and his lyrics. LORD!!!!! I needed that laugh for real.

You all are the best group of ladies. I appreciate having each of you. (F) (F)

When I blow up, I will remember each of you...vaguely.

I don't want to seem like the even up one, but I couldn't help but say this , I am vaguely new here in this world ( well I was here back in 06 but left and now I am back) so I do not know you guys at all but I can't help but feel like I DO know you all I feel a kind of connection to you. I don't know if it is because we are all going through or went through this process at one point or if it is the connection we all seem to have with Mya and Toya but when I was reading Jawi's comment just now and I got to the end all I could say was screw you you heiffer ( don't get me wrong I am not cursing at you) things I would say to family and friends people I am close. I am rambling on let me go ............

much luv to mi yaadie peepies

AHAHAAA... I know exactly what u mean...I know I feel like that..the girls here are close to my ..luv oonu long lon time

Onnu see how mi luv chat..mi get one heart already..hehheee

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Mya: I know. I know. It’s all confusing. Tran’s real name is Delmar. Tradee aka Rasta is Travis. Tran lied about his real name when he met me, and he asked Tradee to lie about his name as a result.

Toya: SH**! What in the world is going on? Identical twins…

Mya: Ssshhh! Let me finish. It gets better, trust me. Travis was dating this girl, Melodee, in high school. They would sneak off together after school, so no one would know that they were having sex. Well, she didn’t tell Travis that she also started sleeping with his twin brother, Delmar. Melodee found out later that she was pregnant, and in love with Delmar. She knew that Travis wouldn’t allow her to have an abortion, and he wouldn’t understand that she was sleeping with his brother.

Delmar was very popular with the girls in school, and he didn’t have a problem showing them all love. If the girls he was interested in were loyal to their friends, he would just conveniently change his name to suit the situation, like he did with me.

Well, Melodee came up with a plan to get rid of Travis for good. She needed to get him away so that she could have the abortion without anyone being the wiser. Travis knew that she was pregnant, and he wanted to marry her. Melodee in her immature wisdom, decided to set Travis up for rape. She asked her friend Chantell to seduce Travis, and then scream rape. The problem was that Delmar had already been after Chantell under the pretense that he was Travis. Chantell finally agreed to sleep with Travis, who was really Delmar, and she screamed rape afterwards.

Delmar fled the scene. The police came to their home looking for Travis, and Travis went along with them sure of his innocence. Over time, his mind began to play tricks on him, and he began to believe that he had actually violated a woman. He said the nightmares became so real, that he could literally see himself raping Chantell. His relationships with women suffered after he was released from prison. He became Rasta in order to find some peace from his inner demons.

Chantell recently came to him, and apologized for the part she played in ruining his life. She told him how Melodee planned the entire thing, and why. He wanted to share the news with you, but he said that the time was never right.

Toya: Damn My! That’s a lot to digest. So, tell me about tonight. Why were you naked and crying in the hallway?

wow this really is a lot to digest.........but in teh intrim where is Ian.I wanna hear what is gonna go downnnnnnnnnnnnn

[jawi876 2]

(((Jawi))) I am glad to see you back. I don't really know what happened but I want you to know that I will be praying for your physical pain as well as the pain in your heart.

Please don't feel rushed or stressed to get us parts of the story. The story is meant to be fun and shouldn't be a burden for you. If you need to take time, we all understand and will be here waiting for you no matter how long the absense.

I understand, and I appreciate all the warm thoughts and support. Actually, the story is not a burden at all. My family issue just had me discouraged. I have let go now, and I'm leaving it at the alter for God to handle. Thank you Gill and Tameka for your words of support and wisdom too.

My girl Jonesie knows me so well. She called and we listened to some tunes over the phone and laughed our butts off at Vybz Kartel and his lyrics. LORD!!!!! I needed that laugh for real.

You all are the best group of ladies. I appreciate having each of you. (F) (F)

When I blow up, I will remember each of you...vaguely.

I don't want to seem like the even up one, but I couldn't help but say this , I am vaguely new here in this world ( well I was here back in 06 but left and now I am back) so I do not know you guys at all but I can't help but feel like I DO know you all I feel a kind of connection to you. I don't know if it is because we are all going through or went through this process at one point or if it is the connection we all seem to have with Mya and Toya but when I was reading Jawi's comment just now and I got to the end all I could say was screw you you heiffer ( don't get me wrong I am not cursing at you) things I would say to family and friends people I am close.

I am rambling on let me go ............

much luv to mi yaadie peepies

DWL! kikikikiki

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Toya: Mya, please try to get some rest. Don’t be afraid to call me if you need me. If you want me to stay, I can tell Fitz to pick me up in the morning. Fitz and I are going sightseeing again, and I would love for you and Rasta to join us. We can make a day of it by going to the wedding site, and finish up with dinner. Do you think you will be up to dancing at Club Amnesia for Ladies Night?

Mya: I love you T. I’m fine, trust me. Go home to your man. I will try to call Travis before I go to bed, and see if he will join us tomorrow. If he declines, I will still be there okay?

*Mya calls Tradee after she said goodbye to Toya.*

Tradee: Good night Empress. Mya, I wasn’t fair to you tonight. I want to apologize for walking out on you.

Mya: Hi Baby. It’s okay. I need you Travis. Please come back.

Tradee: I’m on the way. I love you Mya.

Mya: I love you too Travis.

*May opens the door, and leaps until Tradee’s arms. He spins her around, and they kiss like love starved teenagers. They undress and lay in the bed. Mya snuggles against Tradee’s chest, and his hand strokes her arm and hair lovingly. The couple shares a few more kisses as they drift off to sleep.*

Edited November 2, 2007 by jawi876

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And all is right in the world again...well at least for now...you never know with Mya

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*The next morning, Fitz and Toya come to pick up Mya. Mya and Tradee walk out of the lobby together looking like a Hollywood couple. They are stunning together. Mya is wearing a purple, short 60s-inspired shift dress, with a matching scarf around her neck. She is also wearing oversized shades, huge silver bangles up her arm and a large floppy straw hat. Her silver Jimmy Choo sandals accentuate her shapely legs, and her matching passion mark tattoo. Tradee is wearing a simple white shirt with upturned cuffs and dark jeans. His head wrap is white with silver threading making the Chanel logo pattern sparkle. He is sporting a large skull and crossbones designed belt buckle, and comfortable loafers. The beautiful couple share a kiss, and hold hands intimately.

Fitz decided to ditch his sedan, and he and Toya rented a convertible Jeep for the day. Fitz is comfortable in a brown Kenneth Cole t-shirt, and matching light-hued jeans. Toya is wearing a rust-colored backless halter jumpsuit with wide legs. She is wearing rimless shades, and her hair is pulled back into a neat ponytail. Her solitare earrings sparkle in the sunlight. Her trusted camera rests gently in her lap*

Edited November 2, 2007 by jawi876

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And all is right in the world again...well at least for now...you never know with Mya

true dat

is runnig out on Ian when is he gonna show up, hope it is not the day of the wedding.

I did say that Mya and Tradee was gonna be together and she was gonna keep his baby so I think watching all them psychic show pays off

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*The next morning, Fitz and Toya come to pick up Mya. Mya and Tradee walk out of the lobby together looking like a Hollywood couple. They are stunning together. Mya is wearing a purple, short 60s-inspired shift dress, with a matching scarf around her neck. She is also wearing oversized shades, huge silver bangles up her arm and a large floppy straw hat. Her silver Jimmy Choo sandals accentuate her shapely legs, and her matching passion mark tattoo. Tradee is wearing a simple white shirt with upturned cuffs and dark jeans. His head wrap is white with silver threading making the Chanel logo pattern sparkle. He is sporting a large skull and crossbones designed belt buckle, and comfortable loafers. The beautiful couple share a kiss, and hold hands intimately.

Fitz decided to ditch his sedan, and he and Toya rented a convertible Jeep for the day. Fitz is comfortable in a brown Kenneth Cole t-shirt, and matching light-hued jeans. Toya is wearing a rust-colored backless halter jumpsuit with wide legs. She is wearing rimless shades, and her hair is pulled back into a neat ponytail. Her solitare earrings sparkle in the sunlight. Her trusted camera rests gently in her lap*

And with all a dem dressed inna dem best - watch the drama start fly

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Fitz: Good morning Mya, Respect Rasta. Mya you are almost as beautiful as my stunning wife-to-be. We lucky tuh baxside Ras nuh tru?

Toya: Stop it Fitz. You are making me blush! Hi Mya. Hi Tradee, it’s good to see you again. *Toya leans in to kiss Fitz; the kiss quickly turns passionate. Fitz’s hand rests possessively on Toya’s round, upturned butt.*

Mya: Oh good Lord. Please show some decorum, and get a room. Haa-haa. Morning T and F. Fitz, this is my boo, Travis. We are some damn good-looking people if I do say so myself. Toya, Marc Jacob looks good on you girl. So, where are we off to first? I hope we are going for food first. I’m starving.

Tradee: Whaa gwaan? Respect bredin. *Opens the car door for Mya, kisses her hungrily as he picks her up and heads back for the hotel. Mya pretends to fight his advances by screaming and kicking her legs in protest*

Mya: Travis, stop it…you are so silly. If you don’t let me get out of this hotel to get some real food, you will regret it.

*Mya grabs his neck, gazes in his eyes, and kisses him again.

Tradee places Mya in the backseat, gets in beside her, and Fitz pulls away from the curb. The couples go to a local restaurant that has something for everyone. They sit outside to take in the beautiful views and warm breezes. The conversation flows freely around the table, and afterwards, the men settle the tab as the women go to the restroom.*

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Mya: I’m glad you gave Jamaica and Fitz a chance T. He seems like he genuinely loves you. I can’t wait to see the wedding site. Can you believe you only have 1 ½ more days until you are Mrs. Toya Davidson? He**, one day I may be coming back here to say my vows too.

Toya: I know. I almost let Ian talk me out of this trip. I’m glad you had a bigger influence over me. Fitz Jr. is warming up to me too. He likes me to read bedtime stories or to make them up as we go along. I can’t wait to find out if I’m positive or not, so I know if I will ever have hopes of having my own baby. So, how long before you find out if you may be pregnant? Your cycle is pretty regular, so that should help you. Do you really think you and Rasta will get married?

Mya: I can’t wait to meet Jr., but I don’t want to overwhelm him. So much has changed during our short time here. We still have another week to go on our official vacation. Toya, I’m sure that you don’t have HIV. I feel that that punk Ian was reaching for straws and another way to control you. I’m glad you are being re-tested here, so you know that the results aren’t being tampered with, and that he didn’t pay someone for different results. My cycle is supposed to start on Sunday. I’m still very scared about the whole thing. Travis and I have decided to take each day as it comes, but we are doing it together. Let’s go before the men come looking for us.

*The men stand as the ladies approach the table. They all exit the restaurant and decide to visit Shaw Park Gardens, and take in some other sites along the way.

Later, Fitz makes a few turns and they stop at a small intimate beach. The view is breathtaking. There is a beautiful waterfall, a small beach and the remnants of a small brick church sitting on a bluff overlooking the ocean.

Toya begins to weep silently, and she puts her hand over her mouth in awe. Fitz walks over to her and embraces her from behind. He takes her hand and begins explaining his plan to make her dream wedding come true.*

Fitz: See, over there is your church. It’s not a full functioning church anymore. I hope that doesn’t matter too much. *Toya shakes her head still speechless* We can decorate the front of it and use it as a backdrop for the actual ceremony and pictures later. Look, we can also angle the shots to include the waterfall and beach in the background. If you want, we can get married on the beach right there. I envision you walking through this area around the church, then down to the beach where I will be waiting for you. Our guests can stand along the sand here. So, what do you think?

Toya: I’m speechless Fitz. I never thought in a million years that you would be able to give me everything I mentioned. I would have been happy no matter where we got married. I love you Fitzroy Davidson. I’m so happy, and I can’t wait to marry you Saturday.

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Toya begins to weep silently, and she puts her hand over her mouth in awe. Fitz walks over to her and embraces her from behind. He takes her hand and begins explaining his plan to make her dream wedding come true.*

Fitz: See, over there is your church. It’s not a full functioning church anymore. I hope that doesn’t matter too much. *Toya shakes her head still speechless* We can decorate the front of it and use it as a backdrop for the actual ceremony and pictures later. Look, we can also angle the shots to include the waterfall and beach in the background. If you want, we can get married on the beach right there. I envision you walking through this area around the church, then down to the beach where I will be waiting for you. Our guests can stand along the sand here. So, what do you think?

Toya: I’m speechless Fitz. I never thought in a million years that you would be able to give me everything I mentioned. I would have been happy no matter where we got married. I love you Fitzroy Davidson. I’m so happy, and I can’t wait to marry you Saturday.

Edited November 2, 2007 by Jonesie

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I know...