cant take the wait any longger

[Kimberlyanne 0]

salam allaikum ,, hi im kimberlyanne, i have never postted here , but , i do read all the posts i can .this has been the harddest 8 months of my life. i am running myself crazy , tryying to do everything right . i even left my family to start over in a new state to work on the k-1 visa for my fiance lhoussine and i.well , yesterday i was in hospital. i had a mild heart attack.its too much for me . i wish each and every one of you the best , but, lhoussine has askked me to leave here, come to him , and we will wait together . if he dont get his visa , we intend to marry there . he dont even care about comming here anymore, he has seen what its all done to me.he says we will wait together if it takes 6 mos , 1 yr , 2 yrs , or 3 yrs ..even if we never come back .i met lhoussine 4 yrs ago.it was a hard time in my life.i was in a islam beliefs room and he appearred. we kept close contact for 3 yrs . then i went thru some very traumatic family traumas. i lost my son in law, my brother in law , and my granddaughter all in 3 mos time.i went to morocco .i stayyed there for 3 mos and 4 days.lhoussine and his family helpped me to become a very strong willed and determinned woman again.well , the time came to leave , and i have been back since feb 7th 2007.its been hell.yesterday, i had the worst pain i ever felt. i have been tryying so hard to cope with this .tryying to get thru each day , switchhed jobs 3 times,and now that this happenned , my lhousine has demandded me to come back . and im so grateful to him for that.i will be keeping up with this site , and all of the ones i became close too as well as any i havent met . i will smile for each 1 of you that gets thru this journey with visa in hand. also i will pray for all who must wait .its so hard when we fall in love with someone that is so far from us in distance, and so close to our hearts..i will miss USA , and my family. but as long as it takes for us to come back together, ill be in morocco. khemisset morocco.i wish all of you a fast journey , and plz never give up...the kind of love we share is 1 that can never be found again...masalama ,,,,bye all for now

[polarbear 0]

salam allaikum ,, hi im kimberlyanne, i have never postted here , but , i do read all the posts i can .this has been the harddest 8 months of my life. i am running myself crazy , tryying to do everything right . i even left my family to start over in a new state to work on the k-1 visa for my fiance lhoussine and i.well , yesterday i was in hospital. i had a mild heart attack.its too much for me . i wish each and every one of you the best , but, lhoussine has askked me to leave here, come to him , and we will wait together . if he dont get his visa , we intend to marry there . he dont even care about comming here anymore, he has seen what its all done to me.he says we will wait together if it takes 6 mos , 1 yr , 2 yrs , or 3 yrs ..even if we never come back .i met lhoussine 4 yrs ago.it was a hard time in my life.i was in a islam beliefs room and he appearred. we kept close contact for 3 yrs . then i went thru some very traumatic family traumas. i lost my son in law, my brother in law , and my granddaughter all in 3 mos time.i went to morocco .i stayyed there for 3 mos and 4 days.lhoussine and his family helpped me to become a very strong willed and determinned woman again.well , the time came to leave , and i have been back since feb 7th 2007.its been hell.yesterday, i had the worst pain i ever felt. i have been tryying so hard to cope with this .tryying to get thru each day , switchhed jobs 3 times,and now that this happenned , my lhousine has demandded me to come back . and im so grateful to him for that.i will be keeping up with this site , and all of the ones i became close too as well as any i havent met . i will smile for each 1 of you that gets thru this journey with visa in hand. also i will pray for all who must wait .its so hard when we fall in love with someone that is so far from us in distance, and so close to our hearts..i will miss USA , and my family. but as long as it takes for us to come back together, ill be in morocco. khemisset morocco.i wish all of you a fast journey , and plz never give up...the kind of love we share is 1 that can never be found again...masalama ,,,,bye all for now

Best wishes on your journey to Moroco Kimberlyanne!

I am terribly sorry for all you have been through, we all know what it's like to be seperated from your loved one. I am so happy that you will be with him through the long wait for a visa. I don't know if it will be a problem going through the process in morocco, I only know that you have to file in the US but not if you have to stay here. I wish I could be in Egypt with my habbibi but unfortunately I am stuck where I am for now with no vacation time at work and don't dare leave my job

I hope everything works out and you have a fast process for the paperwork

[dawnnhatem 0]

If you have made your decision...travel safe. For your family, I hope you are really thinking this through. Sorry about all your losses, but you are not the only one who lost here. Your daughter lost her husband, one of your kids lost their baby, your sister lost her husband and sounds like they almost lost you yesterday. Don't they need you more than ever? Have you even checked out the hospitals there??? Is Khemisset where you want to be for the big one? Have you thought about how you will show the ability to support him if you dont get your job situation under control?

Sorry, I'm usually more supportive than this but I just hope you don't get pages of " its beutiful that you can be with your love..." It won't be beautiful if you two are broke and stuck there forever because you alienated yourself from your family and didn't dot your t's while you were here. Again, sorry to start the day crabby. Good luck whatever you do

[Kimberlyanne 0]

If you have made your decision...travel safe. For your family, I hope you are really thinking this through. Sorry about all your losses, but you are not the only one who lost here. Your daughter lost her husband, one of your kids lost their baby, your sister lost her husband and sounds like they almost lost you yesterday. Don't they need you more than ever? Have you even checked out the hospitals there??? Is Khemisset where you want to be for the big one? Have you thought about how you will show the ability to support him if you dont get your job situation under control?

Sorry, I'm usually more supportive than this but I just hope you don't get pages of " its beutiful that you can be with your love..." It won't be beautiful if you two are broke and stuck there forever because you alienated yourself from your family and didn't dot your t's while you were here. Again, sorry to start the day crabby. Good luck whatever you do

salam ,, yes i have thought this thru very clear. my family supports my decision . my daughters want him here as much as i do . and as for the sponsor , thats not a problem at all. i am very furtunate to have the family i have . they will stand behind us . and as for the hospital in khemisset , i was severely sick from the water there . and i had the best care possible.not only did 1 of the nursses make home visits to me , but she is now a close friend who is also new here to USA , and lives in maryland. we keep close contact.i think its time i think of myself now , instead of all the things i have been dealling with here .my fiance savved me last time , and my family has encouragged me to go back to him .i do appreciate your comment.masalama

[dawnnhatem 0]

You never posted before, so I'm not so positive that you are so decided. I think you would have just went. I sure wish your paragraphs weren't so familiarly structured.

Go be safe enjoy your trip/move

[chasnik 0]

Kimberly,

Thats good... I know from chatting that the job thing has been getting you down. Mo's mom was in the hosp when I was there...yes it's different from here but they knew what they were doing..If I could afford it me and the kids would be there with Mo...Im a little jealous lol. Do what is best for you. Keep in touch!!!Glad your ok!

Cara

[MelindaandTarek 0]

Kimberlyanne,

Good luck in your journey to Morocco and I wish you and your SO the best. It sounds like you have been through a very very hard time and only you know what is best for you. Go follow your heart and take care of yourself! - Melinda