cant take the wait any longger

[Kimberlyanne 0]

salam allaikum ,, hi im kimberlyanne, i have never postted here , but , i do read all the posts i can .this has been the harddest 8 months of my life. i am running myself crazy , tryying to do everything right . i even left my family to start over in a new state to work on the k-1 visa for my fiance lhoussine and i.well , yesterday i was in hospital. i had a mild heart attack.its too much for me . i wish each and every one of you the best , but, lhoussine has askked me to leave here, come to him , and we will wait together . if he dont get his visa , we intend to marry there . he dont even care about comming here anymore, he has seen what its all done to me.he says we will wait together if it takes 6 mos , 1 yr , 2 yrs , or 3 yrs ..even if we never come back .i met lhoussine 4 yrs ago.it was a hard time in my life.i was in a islam beliefs room and he appearred. we kept close contact for 3 yrs . then i went thru some very traumatic family traumas. i lost my son in law, my brother in law , and my granddaughter all in 3 mos time.i went to morocco .i stayyed there for 3 mos and 4 days.lhoussine and his family helpped me to become a very strong willed and determinned woman again.well , the time came to leave , and i have been back since feb 7th 2007.its been hell.yesterday, i had the worst pain i ever felt. i have been tryying so hard to cope with this .tryying to get thru each day , switchhed jobs 3 times,and now that this happenned , my lhousine has demandded me to come back . and im so grateful to him for that.i will be keeping up with this site , and all of the ones i became close too as well as any i havent met . i will smile for each 1 of you that gets thru this journey with visa in hand. also i will pray for all who must wait .its so hard when we fall in love with someone that is so far from us in distance, and so close to our hearts..i will miss USA , and my family. but as long as it takes for us to come back together, ill be in morocco. khemisset morocco.i wish all of you a fast journey , and plz never give up...the kind of love we share is 1 that can never be found again...masalama ,,,,bye all for now

[Hilarious Clinton 452]

Have a safe journey.