Star Rant, The Empire Strikes Wack

[NikLR 13,227]

Well.

My 20 y.o. sister just texted me and told me that my mom and her husband are going to England to visit her for Christmas.

She hasn't even been gone a year and they visit her? They never once said anything about even once visiting me while I was abroad. Not to mention the many years I traveled 14 hours by car to spend time with her (and sister) for Christmas in ND, only to have her never be there and have my sister be verbally abusive to me.

We can't even afford to fix our roof, much less pay for tickets to visit our family in England.

This sucks. I totally get where you're coming from. It's completely unfair.

My family rarely visits me either, and beyond the kiddo, not once since I moved here. Honestly It was very rarely even when I was in Alberta and they were in BC. My mom keeps saying she will in the fall, and I'll believe it when I see it. Apparently this spring a trip to New York and eastern Canada was more important. Well there's always something that's more important. I've gotten used to it I guess.

I think all in all it probably just supports why I have low self esteem... Everything and everyone else in my life has for the most part, been more important. I"ll grant that my mother tried to make me feel important by letting me do the things that I loved to do, and she needed to stand up for herself too so that was hard for her and me. So I tried to learn from that. Moving here was the first decision I've made where I decided that I was the most important and what I wanted was most important made it so I have family members and friends who no longer talk to me. Go figure right? Damned if you do, damned if you don't sometimes.

[Novembro 1,763]

Some serious introspection.

[Novembro 1,763]

I've got nothing.

I'm not tired. But I'm upset. And out of wine.

[TBoneTX 45,299]

gave away some of my +1's

Good Asia! Good, GOOD Asia!

All buffets are now fook buffets....

Rationale or it didn't happen, no man.

[TBoneTX 45,299]

As Mini-B. would say, "It's a ottaput!"

[TBoneTX 45,299]

Ecuador [...] He knows the prez there.

How well? He have any pull with him?

[TBoneTX 45,299]

I remember that one very well. My eldest daugher realized knocking on doors and people giving you candy was a great thing. She didn't want to go back inside after I carried her to every house on the block, she wanted to do the other blocks too I didn't have a snowblower yet when the storm hit. The next day I managed to get out and buy the last one in the store. People were offering me money to let them buy it before I checked out, and offering me more than I paid to sell it to them after I checked out.

Objectively, yet another reason why there's no need to stay in the Midwest and be COLD, no man.

Take a pill?

Mrs. T-B. has come to realize that when a gringo offers you a pill, or suggests that you take one, that it's true love, si man.

A young Julie Christie is a vixen...

A Many'th-Century Fox, she man. (Math note: coagulate 2 with 0)

[TBoneTX 45,299]

the snow banks on the side of the roads were about Many feet high and corners had near Many-foot banks of snow.

Is that all, huh man? Where I grew up, we had banks that were Many feet high. So there!

we get charged by the linear foot, not by the poundage.

Never heard of that, no ma'am. Is the charge $Many, or $Many?

It's 0-0 USA ...

Another thrilling game of Kickball, zzz man.

Edited June 27, 2014 by TBoneTX

[TBoneTX 45,299]

I owe you one!

You owe us a foto or you didn't happen, si and no ma'am.

Ikea obsessed, maybe?

I have no ikea whether you're obsessed, no ma'am.

Soccer is a girl sport.

At minimum, sigh man.

uh oh....what happened.

Uh-oh...

[TBoneTX 45,299]

I am not ready to talk actually....I don't even know if I will be. One of the things I know I do ....let things go on and keep trying until a point is reached and I just cannot for the life of me turn back and try again. It is like a wall....if we went to counseling I would not want to waste my breath on things I already said millions of times

Where's the +ManyManyManyManyMany button, huh man?

Husband was an angel today and we had the best movers ever. OMG, they were fast, professional, polite, and great packers.

Whee, ma'am!

[TBoneTX 45,299]

positive hamsterless thoughts

Amidst the TMI-chica talk, ^^this^^, si ma'am.

[TBoneTX 45,299]

I got one at 8 dpo with my daughter and I'm 10 dpo with the first egg and 9 dpo with the second, but definitely the trigger messes with things.

The FRER today was a lot clearer than the wondfo, even with a ton of the trigger in my system, the wondfo wasn't dark. I just use them to feed the testing addiction.

English-only outside the chica forums, see ma'am. (I have never read so much alien language in my life, no man and ma'am.)

Everything and everyone else in my life has for the most part, been more important.

You're very, very important to us, Niki-Bone, si and see ma'am. And Wacko too, si ma'am.

Edited June 27, 2014 by TBoneTX

[TBoneTX 45,299]

Mrs. T-B. wants us to take Mini-B. to SeaWorld next weekend, sea man.

I've never seen more outrageous ticket prices for anything that I would consider attending, no man.

We must also find lodging, and Mrs. T-B. is far pickier than I (= $Many vs. $Many, $igh man).

All the decent budget lodging seems to be taken, sigh man.

And somebody (not moi) ate up the last of the cheaps, sigh man.

In addition, we ran out of canned tuna, thus threatening my diet and svelte figure, sigh man.

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In better news, I had a nap again this eve, albeit without cat (she napped solo, miu man).

If I can arise by Many a.m. and it isn't raining, there's a GS, an ES, and an MS to attend, whee man.

If on Saturday I can also arise by Many a.m. and it isn't raining, there are more GSs to attend.

But it's rained hard every day this week and sometimes in the mornings, wet man.

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In the best news, the out-pigging of the other night has not affected my svelteness, no man; I still weigh a mere Many pounds, whee man. And I dished the warsher early enough tonight to be able to de-dish it at about the time when I'd normally be dishing it, whee man.

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One more quick swing of VJ, then cat prep zzz man. Mornin', Commie-babes!

Edited June 27, 2014 by TBoneTX

[TBoneTX 45,299]

Hey -- better start picking a new thread name and thread-starter, see man!

[Jacque67 7,328]

I've got nothing.

I'm not tired. But I'm upset. And out of wine.

Man, was I drunk last night!! Lol!

Yep, my mother won't visit me in Japan either....sigh.