Black Toenails and Killer Chicken

[N-o-l-a 7,167]

I think tonight is the night when the pom will stay out of this bedroom....want bed for myself. All of it lol

I am horrible.

You sleeping alone?

Speaking of sleep, I saw these sheets:

Now, I've got to go play Easter bunny

[JTB11 1,079]

You sleeping alone?

Speaking of sleep, I saw these sheets:

Now, I've got to go play Easter bunny

oh my the sheets....oh scary.

I moved next door last Monday after he told me he forgot to think about our marriage and how it will work...since then he has been on WoW pretty much non-stop until 2am so I moved not to disturb him....he said "it is fine you don't have to I will just keep you up till 2am"....well...I have problems sleeping as is....with him talking to his friends on vent without earphones...for 5-8 hours....just cannot handle it. I need a break before I can go back and not want to scream. Taking a week. Was going to come back on Friday, told him in hopes that maybe he would cut down on the vent at least but apparently not so I am taking the weekend here too...not that I am sleeping any better since it all makes me feel like total ####### but hey....at least it is semi quiet.

rant over.

sorry Nola, you asked. May that be a lesson to you

Edited April 20, 2014 by JTB11

[Merrytooth 5,748]

oh my the sheets....oh scary.

I moved next door last Monday after he told me he forgot to think about our marriage and how it will work...since then he has been on WoW pretty much non-stop until 2am so I moved not to disturb him....he said "it is fine you don't have to I will just keep you up till 2am"....well...I have problems sleeping as is....with him talking to his friends on vent without earphones...for 5-8 hours....just cannot handle it. I need a break before I can go back and not want to scream. Taking a week. Was going to come back on Friday, told him in hopes that maybe he would cut down on the vent at least but apparently not so I am taking the weekend here too...not that I am sleeping any better since it all makes me feel like total ####### but hey....at least it is semi quiet.

rant over.

sorry Nola, you asked. May that be a lesson to you

When are you going to visit your friends again? Stay longer there next time

[N-o-l-a 7,167]

oh my the sheets....oh scary.

I moved next door last Monday after he told me he forgot to think about our marriage and how it will work...since then he has been on WoW pretty much non-stop until 2am so I moved not to disturb him....he said "it is fine you don't have to I will just keep you up till 2am"....well...I have problems sleeping as is....with him talking to his friends on vent without earphones...for 5-8 hours....just cannot handle it. I need a break before I can go back and not want to scream. Taking a week. Was going to come back on Friday, told him in hopes that maybe he would cut down on the vent at least but apparently not so I am taking the weekend here too...not that I am sleeping any better since it all makes me feel like total ####### but hey....at least it is semi quiet.

rant over.

sorry Nola, you asked. May that be a lesson to you

Oh, well I know how that goes. At some point my ex-husband and I just got separate apartments. We had separate bedrooms in one of our apartments for a little while. No, but really I don't judge because I like to stay up real late and need TV to fall asleep and especially when we were in Denmark, I went to sleep like 4-6 hours after my husband and got up way later and the futon mattress he had gotten for the bed was soooo horrible. So, I'd just sleep on the floor in the other room. Now that we've got a queen bed, I don't think I've slept on the floor once.

Vent is fine when you are on it, or maybe even listening to just the person in the room talk, but vent on speakers = no.

At least you have somewhere else to sleep!

I'm kind of pissed all this HIPAA stuff is making it hard to get test results from doctors. I've had to fax a request to the main hospital office just to get them to mail it to us, because they won't give you a copy at the office any more. It is kind of important tests that I really want to know how they went. They also failed to give my husband a code to have access to his online records, which they gave me for my own. So, I requested it and they were supposed to send it by mail, but it doesn't take that long for mail to go 15 miles. Nope.

[JTB11 1,079]

When are you going to visit your friends again? Stay longer there next time

that reminds me...they are moving to a new place and have file with furniture settings and there is J couch by the kitchen

[JTB11 1,079]

I'm kind of pissed all this HIPAA stuff is making it hard to get test results from doctors. I've had to fax a request to the main hospital office just to get them to mail it to us, because they won't give you a copy at the office any more. It is kind of important tests that I really want to know how they went. They also failed to give my husband a code to have access to his online records, which they gave me for my own. So, I requested it and they were supposed to send it by mail, but it doesn't take that long for mail to go 15 miles. Nope.

Maybe they still use pigeons......I would look out the window on and off...

yup...guest bedroom good, pom likes it too so I got company. Update on hubs: I just messaged him I wished he loved me more than his pc so he came here, sat on the bed...dejected...told him he was a j.erk and douchehole and he said "I know" and left to go to sleep. Well...at least he knows.

Emailed NYU about the position since it has been 2 weeks. I think it is pretty clear that is not happening. sigh.

Edited April 20, 2014 by JTB11

[N-o-l-a 7,167]

Maybe they still use pigeons......I would look out the window on and off...

yup...guest bedroom good, pom likes it too so I got company. Update on hubs: I just messaged him I wished he loved me more than his pc so he came here, sat on the bed...dejected...told him he was a j.erk and douchehole and he said "I know" and left to go to sleep. Well...at least he knows.

Probably. Pigeons would have gotten here by now, it is really a straight line along the coast.

My ex used to be the same way and he totally knew he was a #######, but it would alternate between that and speaking of me like I was the second coming of satan. Funny how no one else I have dated has ever thought of me as such....

I think once he got to that defeatist point, he just sunk further and further into himself and he just never came back. It is probably the only aspect that I have any pity for him in, he was a bright, cocky, argumentative young man and me being pregnant and his inability to cope just seemed to break his spirit. 6 years later - still broken. He even went through the whole growing a huge Jew beard phase, which is usually man code for "I've given up on ever attracting the opposite sex or just life in general."

[KayDeeCee 4,893]

Maybe they still use pigeons......I would look out the window on and off...

yup...guest bedroom good, pom likes it too so I got company. Update on hubs: I just messaged him I wished he loved me more than his pc so he came here, sat on the bed...dejected...told him he was a j.erk and douchehole and he said "I know" and left to go to sleep. Well...at least he knows.

Emailed NYU about the position since it has been 2 weeks. I think it is pretty clear that is not happening. sigh.

He knows, but is he willing to not be a jerk? He needs to try and not be one. I hope he doesn't think admitting he is one will make things magically okay.

Hope you can get some rest over the weekend.

[SAT 9,609]

Sitting in the ER again. Father getting an angiogram now after suffering a heart attack. Looks like right coronary blockage of sorts....

[SAT 9,609]

1 stent placed. Vitals excellent.

[Ontarkie 14,226]

Oh my Steve, I hope he continues to do well.

[Ontarkie 14,226]

He knows, but is he willing to not be a jerk? He needs to try and not be one. I hope he doesn't think admitting he is one will make things magically okay.

Hope you can get some rest over the weekend.

My ex thought by admitting to being a jerk, cheating or saying sorry that it meant I had to forgive him. Then he would figure he was off the hook for what ever he did and go right back at it. Like everything he admitted to was no longer a issue. Heck he didn't even think the divorce I served him with could go anywhere because he didn't want it and ignored it.

Stretch should send her whole family to here right now! Even the baby....

http://www.arkansasonline.com/news/2014/apr/17/man-finds-6-carat-diamond-crater-diamonds/

I've been trying to get him to take us up there. On down there I have no clue what direction it's in.

Skipped many many posts as things are crazy here. Well they always are I'm just more tired after spending the day at the ZOO.

[SAT 9,609]

Oh my Steve, I hope he continues to do well.

Thanks stretch. He's ok for now. I just spoke to the doctors. He's doing good. Conscious, feeling much better. At 1030...he was blue. His lips were blue, face was white. He was cold and clammy. Cold sweat.

He seems to be recovering (knock wood). They're going to bring him to ICU soon I hope.

[Darnell 8,478]

He knows, but is he willing to not be a jerk? He needs to try and not be one. I hope he doesn't think admitting he is one will make things magically okay.

Hope you can get some rest over the weekend.

Alas, this trying stuff is way beyond him.

Look, when he tries to wipe his butt sometimes he is successful. But even then, sometimes not.

Anything greater than that? No attempts, so this concept of trying, as you and I understand it, uh, no.

[JTB11 1,079]

Steve...I am sorry about your dad....my thoughts are with you. Keep us updated

My ex thought by admitting to being a jerk, cheating or saying sorry that it meant I had to forgive him. Then he would figure he was off the hook for what ever he did and go right back at it. Like everything he admitted to was no longer a issue. Heck he didn't even think the divorce I served him with could go anywhere because he didn't want it and ignored it.

that is exactly how this seems....like he thinks " I am being smart here since if I admit to it there is no argument and it is non isssue"..bleh. whatever...I got a couple of hours of sleep which was really good. Dog woke me up trying to paw my face lol

In other news....

Good morning thread,

Nothing else to report....not having a smoothie too much work.