Back from Morocco

[abbi627 43]

I just wanted to let everyone know I arrived safely back in the US yesterday from Morocco, I am emotionally drained right now, It was much harder than I anticipated and it was really hard to wake up this morning and

realize I am alone,

I plan to start working on the peition right away and I have a couple of questions but will ask them later. I just feel drained and empty right now. But I wanted to take a minute to let you all know I am back,

Thanks for everything,

[joshandgigi 8]

I know its hard. I have done this twice and it seems when you fly home it gets harder every mile the plane flies as it gets further and further away from your love.

Put the sadness into energy is what I did. I made cards and sent them. I took pictures of home to show her and started working on my house. I get up every morning to a Line message from my Fiance saying she loves me and to wake up. We talk on skype and on the phone.

With the way you feel it means you truely care you truely love this person and remember the quicker the petition gets done and making sure every thing is right your short pause in your Journey starts again. Then every day is one day closer. One day clsoer. It makes us happy to go to sleep and wake up because we know just like Christmas when you sleep and wake up the presents are one day closer .

If you need a friend just ask.

Just remember distance when in love isnt a length of Klm or MIles to get to your fiance. It is just the time it takes to get there because in our hearts your still holding hands and nothing truely can keep your love appart..

[abbi627 43]

Thank you for the very nice reply, I am starting to work on the petition now, This is really the start of the next part of our journey, The part where we get to actually live together in the same country, And thank goodnesss for Skype, Skype and telephone conversations help me get through the day, I admit I am

feeling pretty sad and alone right now, It was a shock to wake up alone this morning, Well not exactly alone.....my little dog was smacking me in the face wanting her breakfast. But it was hard to realize my husband is not here. But someday soon I hope and pray he will be. So now I begin work on the petition.

I also want to thank everyone for all the help and information and support you have given me, You all helped me learn how to get married in Morocco, You have given me moral support, I hope I can help others. If anyone has questions about getting married in Morocco please feel free to ask me, I am happy to help,

[Mithra 1,185]

What you're feeling is totally normal. I felt the same way when I would return home from Egypt. It would take a few days before I'd feel normal again. Waiting is hard. Coming back from an exciting and lovely trip alone after having spent significant time with your husband and his family is not easy. The best thing you can do is focus on getting your petition out the door, which it sounds like that's what you're doing and keeping busy. I know skypeing and chatting is a good way to keep in contact but try not to spend too much time doing it. It may end up making things worse. I know it did for me so I pretty much stopped all together for months before my husband got here. We only had contact over the phone for a good part of a year.

Good luck and I hope your wait isn't too long or painful.