Far Away From You... (((crying)))

[Henia 11]

DEDICATION: Mon Amour...Nhabek omri ya hanouni! It could not be here where we say 'goodbye', as I had only you in these last few (wonderful) months...I still see your face as I turned away from you in the airport... A teardrop of silence between us ... accompanying me in my trip a sorrowful thought: Will you still think of me? Will this be the last time I see my own reflection in your eyes? Will you wait for me? Could you wait for me forever?

I love you. And I loved you all along. Now I miss you, and slowly I begin to realize this is never going to end...this hurt.You are too far away, for far too long (already) I keep dreaming I'll be with you and never go. It's hard to breathe; I feel like I have stopped breathing.

You took my hand at our wedding and all our days from that moment were eternally connected. My heart is yours with each one of its threads..so protect it well houbi. We flew to the moon, straight onto heaven. We now take on the world and will be together forever (inchallah)...but remember dear pure heart, the honeymoon will last us all this lifetime (and inchallah the next)...

Now I am far away from you.There is no music.There is no sunlight.The world is gray. The clocks are frozen. And time's a traveller who's lost his way.

I think back now, why didn't I protect you more, why didn't I tell you I loved you more, why didn't I tell you how much you mean to me. Life did not offer us much time, and with a night and day it stole me away from you. But now all I do is read Surat al-Yacine and make duúa that our time apart is short.

Where is that fire, that devotion that hurts? I would return right now if there was a way, to live again what was beautiful and good. I want to relish what I had from you, all that sparkled with brillance. To be happy again...

I'm half alive until the moment the airplane's door swings open and I walk through to meet your eyes. Then my world will start to glow, like a stained-glass window. And what was old and cold is warm and new. And so you see why I can never be away from you...

To all my VJ friends: Well everyone I am back in the US...sadly enough I am back. I feel ready enough to leave and go back to Algerie.Even with all the drama that happened in the last months and all the new experiences I had leaving Algerie was one of the hardest things I ever had to do.

I feel like I got invited to someone's house, for a dinner party or something and the time of socializing and talking is going on way too long...and I feel like I just want to call my husband to come pick me up!

Ok well I will posting some pics, as promised as I get settled here... bye and much blessings to everyone!

Henia

[melly 0]

Welcome back Henia, even though you'd rather still be with your husband.

Insha'Allah the time will pass fast for you until you can be together again.

[Henia 11]

Welcome back Henia, even though you'd rather still be with your husband.

Insha'Allah the time will pass fast for you until you can be together again.

Thanks Melly...inchallah the time will pass quickly!

[doodlebug 3]

Oh baby I'm so sorry that you are sad. Take the time to mourn and to feel the hurt. Then after a few days try to be strong again because now is when you need the strength. That love that you share between you and the time that you spent together fed you to be able to pull through the next few months. Enjoy your daughter now and relish your time with each other. I'm sure she missed you much while you were gone and needs your love just as much as you need hers.

((((hugs)))))

[Henia 11]

Oh baby I'm so sorry that you are sad. Take the time to mourn and to feel the hurt. Then after a few days try to be strong again because now is when you need the strength. That love that you share between you and the time that you spent together fed you to be able to pull through the next few months. Enjoy your daughter now and relish your time with each other. I'm sure she missed you much while you were gone and needs your love just as much as you need hers.

((((hugs)))))

True, very true Doodle...but still miss my family! While I was had one part, and here have another...when will i get my whole family togther? Hmm....let's shoot for January... Snaps the husband keeps saying come back by early December... Ye right!

[sarah and hicham 3]

Yo Henia wassup?

haha I'm so glad you're back and posting even though I know you would rather not be! I hope your trip was safe and that you and your hubster can be together soon enough. Kissies,

Sarah

[Jenn! 918]

Welcome back, Henia!

The first few days are the hardest, and then it gets a *little* bit easier.

That reminded me of:

"I know we've only known each other four weeks and three days, but to me it seems like nine weeks and five days. The first day seemed like a week and the second day seemed like five days. And the third day seemed like a week again and the fourth day seemed like eight days. And the fifth day you went to see your mother and that seemed just like a day, and then you came back and later on the sixth day, in the evening, when we saw each other, that started seeming like two days, so in the evening it seemed like two days spilling over into the next day and that started seeming like four days, so at the end of the sixth day on into the seventh day, it seemed like a total of five days. And the sixth day seemed like a week and a half. I have it written down, but I can show it to you tomorrow if you want to see it. "

[AichaKandisha 0]

Oh Henia that is so beautiful. Readjusting to being away from him must be so difficult after the amount of time that you spent together. As doodlebug said, give yourself time to mourn. It will be a sweet reunion when you all can finally be together. It will probably be sooner than you think. All of us ME/NA girls are here to help you occupy some of that time. (((hugs)))

[Henia 11]

Yo Henia wassup?

haha I'm so glad you're back and posting even though I know you would rather not be! I hope your trip was safe and that you and your hubster can be together soon enough. Kissies,

Sarah

Tanks Sarah... love the new avatar but whoooo is that? LOL

[sarah and hicham 3]

Yo Henia wassup?

haha I'm so glad you're back and posting even though I know you would rather not be! I hope your trip was safe and that you and your hubster can be together soon enough. Kissies,

Sarah

Tanks Sarah... love the new avatar but whoooo is that? LOL

It's Bubb Rubb!

[Henia 11]

Thanks Jenn and Me&MyMoroccan...ye leaving definetaly sucks...way too much in fact...standing there, not wanting to leave, having nothing to say to each other...just hanging there in that embrass..hugging the life out of each other LOL! And the puppy dog eyes...

[noura 0]

That reminded me of:

"I know we've only known each other four weeks and three days, but to me it seems like nine weeks and five days. The first day seemed like a week and the second day seemed like five days. And the third day seemed like a week again and the fourth day seemed like eight days. And the fifth day you went to see your mother and that seemed just like a day, and then you came back and later on the sixth day, in the evening, when we saw each other, that started seeming like two days, so in the evening it seemed like two days spilling over into the next day and that started seeming like four days, so at the end of the sixth day on into the seventh day, it seemed like a total of five days. And the sixth day seemed like a week and a half. I have it written down, but I can show it to you tomorrow if you want to see it. "

welcome back Henia - my thoughts go out to you - I hope you are reunited w/ your love again soon. We missed you if that's any remote consolation!

[Yasi 0]

Henia,

Welcome back...

My heart goes out to you... I know how hard it is to come back...

I pray and wish that this time passes fast and you be together soon.

[Henia 11]

Yo Henia wassup?

haha I'm so glad you're back and posting even though I know you would rather not be! I hope your trip was safe and that you and your hubster can be together soon enough. Kissies,

Sarah

Tanks Sarah... love the new avatar but whoooo is that? LOL

It's Bubb Rubb!

Who is the snaps is Bubb Rubb? Sorry I am square...not hip to the culture I guess! LOL

That reminded me of:

"I know we've only known each other four weeks and three days, but to me it seems like nine weeks and five days. The first day seemed like a week and the second day seemed like five days. And the third day seemed like a week again and the fourth day seemed like eight days. And the fifth day you went to see your mother and that seemed just like a day, and then you came back and later on the sixth day, in the evening, when we saw each other, that started seeming like two days, so in the evening it seemed like two days spilling over into the next day and that started seeming like four days, so at the end of the sixth day on into the seventh day, it seemed like a total of five days. And the sixth day seemed like a week and a half. I have it written down, but I can show it to you tomorrow if you want to see it. "

welcome back Henia - my thoughts go out to you - I hope you are reunited w/ your love again soon. We missed you if that's any remote consolation!

Ye I did not get that either, so just choose to ignore it...must be some inside thing...but I miss you all too...

WE ARE SHOOTING FOR A LATE DECEMBER REUNION...just in time to see my good friend while she is in DZ too and also just in time to spent the big Eid there...Keep your fingers crossed everyone...

NOURA: When is Said coming already?>>>>>> Did I miss that post? I pray inchallah sooooooooooooon!

[noura 0]

NOURA: When is Said coming already?>>>>>> Did I miss that post? I pray inchallah sooooooooooooon!

We don't have a def date yet (no ticket purchased) but looking at probably mid-December... soon, inch'allah!