Commies 4 Christ...Redux Part Deux

[BishopM 114]

We are not professionals. But, we want to help. If it means giving you a boot in the azz, I will do it.

I will be the secondary boot up your buzzooooka! In all honesty brother, you are an intelligent man, and you know you're not following an intelligent path, or a holy path.

[ValerieA 350]

I know you care and I love to death as well. I haven't given up. I am starting to realize that I'm not well. I am exhibiting all the symptoms of grief-induced clinical depression. My behaviour has been atrocious. Seriously having homicidal thoughts for no reason, scared me once my mind cleared up. I am going to get help or I WILL end up killing someone. I am not a violent person, so this is totally out of character for me. My siblings have told me that I am acting in a manner that is far different from how I normally act.

Screw that, Cinco. Don't try to blow smoke up my azz. You would never hurt another person, but, you would hurt yourself. Don't do it. We care too much for you. And so do people who know you in 'real' life. Keep talking to us, OK?

[IR5FORMUMSIE 850]

Hear us brother! I have supported you in your sympathies, but it has been going on too long. I won't support you in your indulgences.

Bless me brother and bless our beloved SisterVal.

I agree and I appreciate the time that you have supported me. My constitution is shattered and I'm going to get the help I need. I stayed up all night so that I wouldn't have to face reality but I'm not going to do that anymore. I was never afraid of sleep, just getting up and not being able to move. The broken sleep pattern (waking up every hour or half-hour starting at 5AM) didn't help matters one bit.

My Blessings to you, Dear Bishop, and SisterVal.

[BishopM 114]

I know you care and I love to death as well. I haven't given up. I am starting to realize that I'm not well. I am exhibiting all the symptoms of grief-induced clinical depression. My behaviour has been atrocious. Seriously having homicidal thoughts for no reason, scared me once my mind cleared up. I am going to get help or I WILL end up killing someone. I am not a violent person, so this is totally out of character for me. My siblings have told me that I am acting in a manner that is far different from how I normally act.

If you recognize this as fact, then stop pandering to those who are weak, and who whole-heartedly and kind-heartedly support you with grand sympathies. In this, you are agrandising your condition and yourself and supporting the continuance of others who need to break out of this seemingly perpetual cycle.

What are you thinking man...where is your love?

C'mon! You are a great person! So cut it out!

Blessings in humility, Bishop

Oh...so maybe me and Val are both getting kicked out

Edited July 6, 2010 by BishopM

[IR5FORMUMSIE 850]

I will be the secondary boot up your buzzooooka! In all honesty brother, you are an intelligent man, and you know you're not following an intelligent path, or a holy path.

I am not too proud to admit that I have a problem. I have a stress test scheduled next week and I'm going to get a referral to a grief counsellor. I cannot go on like this, I know that. Running on 3-4 hours of sleep a night, trying to avoid the problem instead of confronting it, these are not helping me at all.

[ValerieA 350]

I just wrote a nice/kick your azz message to you, but your mailbox is full, so it is lost. Sucks to be you, buddy. Dammit, Cinco. I care.

[IR5FORMUMSIE 850]

Screw that, Cinco. Don't try to blow smoke up my azz. You would never hurt another person, but, you would hurt yourself. Don't do it. We care too much for you. And so do people who know you in 'real' life. Keep talking to us, OK?

I will, my dear Val. I was indeed in a rage that scared me. My whole face was crawling, my eyes hurt, it was beyond bizarre, it was terrifying. I know you care and that's why I am going to get the help I desperately need.

[BishopM 114]

I am not too proud to admit that I have a problem. I have a stress test scheduled next week and I'm going to get a referral to a grief counsellor. I cannot go on like this, I know that. Running on 3-4 hours of sleep a night, trying to avoid the problem instead of confronting it, these are not helping me at all.

I disagree with you. I do think from your postings that your are too proud and that you are too itelligent for a grief councellor. I ffear that this will only become an intellectual encouter of debate. Why are you not going to a Priest? Is it your pride? Though, admittedly, if you went to a Priest my impression is that you would also turn that into an intellectual encounter.

What will it take to make you reach your soul? (It is a purposeful, and difficult question, I don't expect an answer, but expecy consideration)

Again my brother, at this opportunity, will you please bless this blessed thread, in the heart of myself and Nagi?

[IR5FORMUMSIE 850]

If you recognize this as fact, then stop pandering to those who are weak, and who whole-heartedly and kind-heartedly support you with grand sympathies. In this, you are agrandising your condition and yourself and supporting the continuance of others who need to break out of this seemingly perpetual cycle.

What are you thinking man...where is your love?

C'mon! You are a great person! So cut it out!

Blessings in humility, Bishop

Oh...so maybe me and Val are both getting kicked out

I am trying to get better, I will try my best to steel my resolve. If I am unwell, how can I help those around me? I deluded myself into thinking that I had beaten my problem but I haven't, it was the elephant in the room.

Your humble servant,

Cinco

[BishopM 114]

I just wrote a nice/kick your azz message to you, but your mailbox is full, so it is lost. Sucks to be you, buddy. Dammit, Cinco. I care.

I did the same thing, with the same result!

Our beloved brother's azz is grazz!

[ValerieA 350]

I will, my dear Val. I was indeed in a rage that scared me. My whole face was crawling, my eyes hurt, it was beyond bizarre, it was terrifying. I know you care and that's why I am going to get the help I desperately need.

Hon, my rages scare everybody. The weird thing is, I haven't had a bad one since the year I graduated high school, I have controlled them since then. It is a hereditary thing - my Dad's mad was the worst thing most people have ever seen. Don't get me wrong - he was a great Dad, he never hit us because of how bad his dad was. My point is, my rage is awful to behold - but it's no way close to what I am capable of.

Life is tough. I am here to help if it gets too much, OK, hon? We love you.

[BishopM 114]

I am trying to get better, I will try my best to steel my resolve. If I am unwell, how can I help those around me? I deluded myself into thinking that I had beaten my problem but I haven't, it was the elephant in the room.

Your humble servant,

Cinco

Brother, you have an amazing potential for love an assitance through love. We ALL feel this from you! That is why we look to you for a compassionate blessing, because you have the potential to bestow the blessing that we long for, from your compassionate heart! We empathize what you've been through, but we selfishly need you. Feed us.

[ValerieA 350]

Cinco, honey, don't you run away from us when we are trying to help you. DAMMIT.

[BishopM 114]

Cinco, honey, don't you run away from us when we are trying to help you. DAMMIT.

She's right C5...and to make it more fun I'm going to open a second bottle of PORT and sit here to supPORT you til the sun comes up :rolf:

BTW SisVal, you...like B5, have a wonderful sense of humor and I LOVE coming through this thread

Edited July 6, 2010 by BishopM

[IR5FORMUMSIE 850]

Hon, my rages scare everybody. The weird thing is, I haven't had a bad one since the year I graduated high school, I have controlled them since then. It is a hereditary thing - my Dad's mad was the worst thing most people have ever seen. Don't get me wrong - he was a great Dad, he never hit us because of how bad his dad was. My point is, my rage is awful to behold - but it's no way close to what I am capable of.

Life is tough. I am here to help if it gets too much, OK, hon? We love you.

I have never been a violent person. At the height of my powers I was always calm. Now, I have rage attacks for no apparent reason. I just want the fog to clear, to behave the way I used to, not worry about Life, just live it.. No hissy fits, no temper tantrums, no panic attacks, just dead calm. I know I'd be a real mess without you guyz and I know that you guyz are always around and I love you guyz right back.