Yardies a home and a farrin (Part 23)

[kjenkins86 5]

Can someone send me the spreadsheet for facebook because I get confused as to who's who.

[phillyfashionista 8]

So I follow Roc down the hall way and sure enuff guess who jumps out? The bartender. Whateva happened Roc goes in his pocket and hands her some money. She looks at me like u o.k. I sort of smile and make a mental note to tip her. I feel bad she had purple spots on her blouse. So we walk a little ways and then we sit on some big chairs in a shaded place under a tree. Roc sits in a chair and pats the spot next to him but I decide to sit in a chair across from him. I look at the sky. It sure is beautiful. I put my legs under me and just listen to the wind for a while. Roc is staring at me. You’re still so beautiful. What you think I was going to get ugly over night. I look at him. Speak I say.

I never meant for all this to happen yuh know. Me eidda. Its just that well Dada you don’t understand things in Jamaica and its not all simple over here sometimes things happen and you got to lay low. It’s easy to get killed around her. Why you think I stopped hanging out I don’t hang in bars no more of do parties. Really now I say. I would never know that I haven’t spoke to you. How many times you going to say that he asks me? Until you get tired of hearing it I tell him. So who’s the new man. I started to get up if this is all your going to talk about I’m leaving. He jumps up with me and tells me to sit down he was just asking because he knows there’s someone. He sees I have a glow to me and he knows only a man put it there. I told him its called being happy. He starts to talk about our relationship. Our ups and down. Some of the things he discussed makes me laugh. We have had some crazy times together that is why I thought we were so good together because it wasn’t all sweet we had some ruff patches too. I told Roc I wasn’t mad at him for choosing to move on. Hurt yes mad no. I’m just upset at the way he did it. He was a coward. He told me not to call him a coward anymore. I told him I call it as I see it. He started explaining how our relationship was stressing him out. I wasn’t easy at all in the end he told me. He claims he was under so much stress and I wasn’t being supportive I was adding more to it. I told him how by being concerned? He told me I kept accusing him of things and it was becoming annoying I told him God gave woman the best and worse gift. Woman’s intuition. We know when something’s not right we just chose to ignore it. I wasn’t ignoring mine. Like he would say I smelled a rat. He was starting to act different and I wanted to know why. He was like no you accused me of acting different. Whatever! We continued to talk about likes and dislikes with each other and I must admit the convo was nice. He was the Roc I remembered calm and carefree and I started to notice he was still attractive to me. We were laughing and joking and it was just nice!

He looked at his clock and told me he had to get to work. He needed to there by five. He asked me when was I leaving and I told him tomorrow. Tomorrow he shouted why so short. I told him this was just a weekend getaway nothing too long or big. Oh. He was like I’m scared to ask this but when I get off from work can I come by. For what I asked. So we can continue to talk with out screaming at each other this time or maybe we can go somewhere and hang out.. I looked at him for a minute and I told him yeah he can come by. He was like are you going to be here dis time? I told him who’s to say I wasn’t here before. He told me he knows I wasn’t there he thinks I was at someone’s house. What ever. I walked him to the front and all the staff are looking at us like we are crazy. I’m holding his hand and I’m walking him to the front. He goes to hug me and I let him. He held me so tight it felt so good. So after the hug he ummm well he kind of….. umm how shall I say dis….. Quana’s reading isn’t she?? Ahh heck never mind. He asked me tonight? I told him tonight.

Ooooh Dada this is an emotional rollercoaster I see there is more so I'll reserve my comments for when you are done. Girl I wish we could have linked

i can see a nollywood flick out of it! philly whe yuh deh?

LOL Bunz yuh see it, maybe we need to start the Yardiewood flicks

DISCLAIMER ( ok people I just copyrighted Yardiewood so don't get no ideas)

[damniecy 0]

Hi Ladies,

I haven't been on in awhile hope all is well.......

[phillyfashionista 8]

Yall have me rolling!!!!!!

So instead of going back to the hotel I decided to cross the street and walk dung Dead End Beach.. I really needed a minute again. My feelings were all over the place. I had no idea what to think. I watched the waves crashing and what not and just took a minute out. I know what my heart wanted to do but my head was screaming girl don't do it.... Which one should I listen too. I heard someone screaming my name and it was Star. She was walking towards me. She was holding the phone like here you have call.

Hello

Where are you

Who Dis...

He said his name. I've been looking for you all day and I haven't seen you anywhere around

Oh I left this morning I'm back in Mobay

Mobay I thought you were staying in Negril

Well I was but my girl wanted to leave.

Oh

You leave tomorrow right

Yeah

So I guess I won't see u

Naw

Too bad I was thinking we could hang out today for your last night

Oh you should have said something

Well I didn't think you would be gone so quickly

Sorry

We were quiet

Well alright then I guess I'll talk to you later. Can I have your overseas number?

So I gave it to him.

Talk to you later

Yeah Yeah

I hung up the phone and looked at Star. Come on let's get ready my friend is on his way. I stopped," Is he coming alone or with Flava Flav?" She laughed alone. Alright then I'll roll. As I walked back to the hotel I couldn't stop thinking about the call.

LOL Dada mi see yuh was in no mood.........ok I'm on the edge of my seat

I was reading them crazy comments and then I stoped cuz they were upsetting me....

Ditto me too the ignorance of people no longer surprises me

Shoot I want to finish but I have to go I want to tell you all how Star did me so wrong!!!!

Oh Damn!!!!

Edited March 1, 2010 by phillyfashionista

[phillyfashionista 8]

What!!! This sport is the best. It's my new favorite. I saw it for the first time last week in Vegas & wondered what was happening. I researched the rules & the game and have been watching ever since.

My teammate in Canada even recommended the movie "Men With Brooms" which is about guys on a curling team. I saw it for free on hulu.com.

:rofl: SNOOZEFEST!!!

I am so blesed that I have a great life due to the mercy of Jesus. My husband is here and is even better than he was to me while in Jamaica. To my ladies and gents that are stil in the LDR remember this:

"Distance means nothing for love. Even the sun is so far away; yet, its energy blossoms the flowers on earth."

Have a blessed weekend.

Amen Sistah this is beautiful!

My daughter is a brownie too! Cookies don't come till next week! Of course I have to order a million boxes. Samoas are my weekness!

Irie thosde are my favorite, when I was at the market look what I found and I just broke it open and yummmmmmmmyyyyyyyyy

OMG I would kill for a Samoa right now. Can you mail some to me???

Good Morning Yardies:

Just checked my mail from yesterday and we received our NOA for the Work permit!! So excited!! We received all the email confirmations sometime last week but this is our first official NOA. Here goes our second ride on the Immigration express........

Hey girl, that is great news!!!! Congrats!!!!

Where you been, how is everything I been missing my Y&R and B&B buddy girlllll what you thik gonna happen with Adam I love his character his shenanigans are too much

I know... I try to be positive by saying things could've been worse such as us not getting approved.

Speaking of school work, who's a psychology or social work major because I have a psychosocial assessment to do and I'm not feeling it. A darn shame because these two classes are my last before I go on to finish my bachelor's.

KJ keep the faith everything happens in the creators time, nuh worry yuhself the Visa soon come! The power of the spoken word!

[kjenkins86 5]

KJ keep the faith everything happens in the creators time, nuh worry yuhself the Visa soon come! The power of the spoken word!

Thanks for the words of encouragement philly

[phillyfashionista 8]

Can someone send me the spreadsheet for facebook because I get confused as to who's who.

Me too I have some new friends now I'm confused LOL

Hi Ladies,

I haven't been on in awhile hope all is well.......

Hey girl how you been, how is that adorable daughter of yours.

[damniecy 0]

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Hey girl how you been, how is that adorable daughter of yours.

Hey Philly, I am good no comlains..... She is good getting each day and doing all that she should and shouldn't do

How is the fam and congrats on the renewal

[Wintri 0]

I know... I try to be positive by saying things could've been worse such as us not getting approved.

Speaking of school work, who's a psychology or social work major because I have a psychosocial assessment to do and I'm not feeling it. A darn shame because these two classes are my last before I go on to finish my bachelor's.

KJ, I have been an MSW for 15 years and work in a hospital. What do you need help with ???

[kjenkins86 5]

KJ, I have been an MSW for 15 years and work in a hospital. What do you need help with ???

Ok, what is positive support systems, readiness for treatment and resources & responsibilities. I answered them but wasn't quite sure because every professor requires a different format.

[Wintri 0]

Ok, what is positive support systems, readiness for treatment and resources & responsibilities. I answered them but wasn't quite sure because every professor requires a different format.

Postive support systems can be familial support, friends, or church members. Readiness for tx usually refers to a client's receptiveness;how willing are they to accept help, tx, or support and their willingness to want to change their situation and ultimately their circumstances. Some people have all the access to resources, but are not willing to do what it takes to utilize them. They stay with what is familiar to them, no matter how detrimental. Hope this helps.

Edited March 1, 2010 by Wintri

[LadyC 1]

Hey Yardies...Wad Up? I had a great evening with my Hubby, MrsTee, Steve & Sunny. MrsTee it was so nice meeting you and Steve

[kjenkins86 5]

Postive support systems can be familial support, friends, or church members. Readiness for tx usually refers to a client's receptiveness;how willing are they to accept help, tx, or support and their willingness to want to change their situation and ultimately their circumstances. Some people have all the access to resources, but are not willing to do what it takes to utilize them. They stay with what is familiar to them, no matter how detrimental. Hope this helps.

Ok thanks alot

[Wintri 0]

Hey Yardies...Wad Up? I had a great evening with my Hubby, MrsTee, Steve & Sunny. MrsTee it was so nice meeting you and Steve

What's up? Glad you all had a nice evening. I'm mourning the loss of my weekend. I had a good one as well......

[Wintri 0]

Ok thanks alot

You're welcome!