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[mrsemcee 1]

hey guys, on a side note... yesterday i ate a MOON PIE!

so exciting.

my sister wanted cherry coke for her 22nd birthday, and its hard to get here in australia, so mum and i went to the usa food store, which is an hour from our house, and you can buy a fair bit of stuff you get in the usa... anyway i got me a box of moon pies!!!

andy gave me moon pies on my birthday last year when i was in the usa, and they remind me of him hehe.

loooveee.

here is a photo of me with a moon pie... from when i was in america.... on my birthday hehe

that should cheer you up.. some silly donna!!!

[Beth/ Paris Heart 2]

hey guys, on a side note... yesterday i ate a MOON PIE!

so exciting.

my sister wanted cherry coke for her 22nd birthday, and its hard to get here in australia, so mum and i went to the usa food store, which is an hour from our house, and you can buy a fair bit of stuff you get in the usa... anyway i got me a box of moon pies!!!

andy gave me moon pies on my birthday last year when i was in the usa, and they remind me of him hehe.

loooveee.

here is a photo of me with a moon pie... from when i was in america.... on my birthday hehe

that should cheer you up.. some silly donna!!!

I'em ashame to admit, as a Southern Woman, I NEVER had a Moon Pie. The disgrace, as I hang my head in shame.

[Beth/ Paris Heart 2]

hey guys, on a side note... yesterday i ate a MOON PIE!

so exciting.

my sister wanted cherry coke for her 22nd birthday, and its hard to get here in australia, so mum and i went to the usa food store, which is an hour from our house, and you can buy a fair bit of stuff you get in the usa... anyway i got me a box of moon pies!!!

andy gave me moon pies on my birthday last year when i was in the usa, and they remind me of him hehe.

loooveee.

here is a photo of me with a moon pie... from when i was in america.... on my birthday hehe

that should cheer you up.. some silly donna!!!

I'em ashame to admit, as a Southern Woman, I NEVER had a Moon Pie. The disgrace, as I hang my head in shame.

Wait till you try grits! Could never get past the look of them on my plate.

[Rings 10]

Dear Mrsemcee,

I understand how hard it is. I died inside when I had to return to America without my Loke. He is my life and soul and I felt like I left my entire being with him. He was my sould mate, my new husband, my future and my life and I didn't think anyone could understand the love that I felt for this man who was over 8,000 miles away. I am from Colorado and I had never seen the ocean since I went to Australia and it was so amazing and beautiful and breathtaking that I couldn't handle leaving.

I found that when I returned to America I was lifeless. I couldn't eat, I could't sleep, I couldn't smile and I couldn't even cry. I was so sad and so lost without him. I took one of his shirts with me when I left and I could smell him. I longed for him with all the power inside of me and we would talk on web cam and I would hold that shirt religiously.

I went to work one day and my mom thought it would be nice to come and do my laundry to help me out because she is a nutcase. She washed the shirt

I bawled my eyes out. I know she didn't mean to wash it. I know she meant only to help me. I lost his smell omg it was like someone had just burned my house down I was so devistated. Loke saw how messed up I was from it so he slept in a shirt for a couple of days, wrapped it in plastic and mailed it to me. People don't know how something so small can carry you through such a heartwrenching time.

I guess what I am saying is that I understand and tell him to mail you a shirt. Trust me... his smell will somehow comfort you whenever you feel lost and alone.

Love my Aussies *hugs*

Edited October 9, 2009 by Rings

[christeen 966]

What a sweet story!!! The only problem here is that the only thing my husband left was some dirty socks... Maybe I'll snuggle with them tonight!!!!

Just kidding, it was just a thought that came to mind!!! Perdon my constant sarcasm, goin crazy here

[Twisted K 2]

that reminded me that when i was in india last, i took his cologne that he wore everyday. so now i spray my sheets and pillow every time i change the bed.

donna, i love the pics, you keep changing up on us

[Rings 10]

LOL well tell him to mail you a shirt. I am serious just having his smell around you really will help so much. I saved me from just giving up and flying back there and staying illegally just to be with him lol

[Beth/ Paris Heart 2]

LOL well tell him to mail you a shirt. I am serious just having his smell around you really will help so much. I saved me from just giving up and flying back there and staying illegally just to be with him lol

We did that, I spray a silk scarf with his cologne, when Im not cuddling with it, I keep in a baggie to preserve the smell.

He has a "item" of mine sprayed with my cologne , , I was a bit sneaky when I last left him, I sprayed his whole sock/underwear draw with Chanel #5, he says the whole draw still lings of my cologne.

[Rings 10]

It's amazing how comforting it is to smell them when you miss them so much. It automatically soothed me and relaxed me.

[Beth/ Paris Heart 2]

It's amazing how comforting it is to smell them when you miss them so much. It automatically soothed me and relaxed me.

It truly is!!!! Ive even went out and bought his cologne to have with me here in the US. Ive sprayed my Teddy bear, "yes I have a Teddy bear," Mo gave it to me, anyways, I hold it tight to me and I felt better just holding that bear and smelling his scent.

[christeen 966]

Well, with my allergies kickin here, I dont think I could smell a wet dog in the middle of August... But it is a nice thought (not the dog, but havin stuff smell like him)...

But I am feeling much relieved tonight, Got a call from my hubby and they finally came an got him off that godforsakin ship in the middle of the English Cnannel... He is resting comfortably in Rotterdam tonight and flying back to Denmark tomorrow, so I will be able to FINALLY skype with him! It has been sooo hard only talking to him 15 minutes in the past 2 weeks!!! In 6 years of marriage this is the longest we have gone without at least talking to each other!!!!

I would feel better if they'd give me an interview then I would have some news to share... But we'll have to wait on that one still!!!

[FinnLove 0]

That's great news Christeen!

[mrsemcee 1]

omg grits are GROSS!!! i hated grits... ugghghhh..... and i had this super salty meat meal once which is apparently all southern... ugh. yuck!

but i did love pecan pie and black eyed peas... mmmm...

as for the shirt rings.. i got one already!

i have andys new york nicks jersey hehe and i looove it. i wear it to bed sometimes hehe

Dear Mrsemcee,

I understand how hard it is. I died inside when I had to return to America without my Loke. He is my life and soul and I felt like I left my entire being with him. He was my sould mate, my new husband, my future and my life and I didn't think anyone could understand the love that I felt for this man who was over 8,000 miles away. I am from Colorado and I had never seen the ocean since I went to Australia and it was so amazing and beautiful and breathtaking that I couldn't handle leaving.

I found that when I returned to America I was lifeless. I couldn't eat, I could't sleep, I couldn't smile and I couldn't even cry. I was so sad and so lost without him. I took one of his shirts with me when I left and I could smell him. I longed for him with all the power inside of me and we would talk on web cam and I would hold that shirt religiously.

I went to work one day and my mom thought it would be nice to come and do my laundry to help me out because she is a nutcase. She washed the shirt

I bawled my eyes out. I know she didn't mean to wash it. I know she meant only to help me. I lost his smell omg it was like someone had just burned my house down I was so devistated. Loke saw how messed up I was from it so he slept in a shirt for a couple of days, wrapped it in plastic and mailed it to me. People don't know how something so small can carry you through such a heartwrenching time.

I guess what I am saying is that I understand and tell him to mail you a shirt. Trust me... his smell will somehow comfort you whenever you feel lost and alone.

Love my Aussies *hugs*

mwahahahahah yeh i have a million and one photos. i wanted to make my icon the excited donna pic for CASE COMPLETE coming up soon hehe

i just spent $50 AU sending international courier so my DS230 will arrive in the USA on tuesday!

woot

that reminded me that when i was in india last, i took his cologne that he wore everyday. so now i spray my sheets and pillow every time i change the bed.

donna, i love the pics, you keep changing up on us

[carolynhotstuff 252]

I have to admit that I was crying yesterday. I miss my husband so much. We see each other 2 times a day on the cam but it's just not the same as being able to reach out and touch him. He doesn't really know about AP and I don't want to discuss it with him and see him start to worry about that. I'd rather wait until after NVC then say look Baby, we've waited all this time and been through so much now guess what? I want to tell you about AP and how we might have to wait up to another year to get our Visa.

I feel guilty about not telling him but at the same time I want him to have some hope that we will be together soon. I am so afraid inside of this process. What will we do if our Visa is denied? So I just try and not think like that but it's hard. When I get afraid I feel like I'm letting him down by not being strong. My friends didn't want me to marry him in the first place because he is Pakistani and they felt he just wanted me to get into the Country. They wanted me with an American so I can't discuss my problems with them and I feel so alone in my fear. Most of my so-called friends have stopped calling me sense I got married anyway and that hurts. My family was very upset when I first told them I was getting married but now they are happy for me but really are busy with their own lives and I don't see them.

I am very glad that I can vent here and that I am really not as alone as I feel.

[mrsemcee 1]

oh that is awful. i know this has been said a million times, but AP sucks and why oh why do they have to do it?!

anyway, webcam must be nice. my hubby and i dont have webcam...