whatever get you through the day

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that is the title of a song that my hubby and I love to listen to when we are together. i feel i should share that this website somehow does that for me at times. I had always known that determination get one through life, i must say that with USCIS and the rest of immigration story it takes more than just determination. The waiting game at times wants to make my heart stop beating not to talk of the uncertainties of the journey. The thought that someone somewhere who has no idea what I am going through as a single woman in the United States will determine whether I will ever be able to live with my loved one or not, a lot of time all these thoughts are just overwhelming. What is one to do? I just put on a smiling face while I am deeply sober inside. At times it is difficult to concentrate on anything, or how would one explain the number of times I check USCIS website and read through VJ. Though some bloggers here are mean and insensitive, it is a relieve to have some who are truly angelic. Without knowing anyone, not even their real names at times some people here find it in their heart to say some encouraging words. At times, those words are what get me through the day. While everyone here has their unique story, the truth about life is that the definition of "heartache" is unique with each person and for that person it is the worst feeling that they are experiencing though others might see it as mild when compared to theirs. This is just a piece of my heart tonite.

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Stick with it.