desperate to talk to someone, scared to call suicide prevention line

[tammy2688 1]

I know how terrible it feels to be apart for so long and everything else - people not understanding, people acting stupid and husband/fiance misunderstanding. Remember this is a test of life, see how tough you are. You can do it, I know you can. Life wasn't easy for you before and it won't be easy now. We all love you here and understand your pain, and God is always there for you. Never think if ending your precious life, there are so many more unfortunate than us but they keep going, we have to keep going too. So please feel better, go out with friends or if you are like me, writing all my bad thoughts and tearing it up helped.

God bless you and I believe your bad times will come to an end and happiness will fulfill your life.

[Peace be still 6]

Suicide is a perminent solution to a temporary problem. I know it seems dark right now but this too shall pass. You must trust in GOD and know that it will work out in your favor in the end. In the mean time I would go and get Individual counseling for yourself ASAP.

[Movin on New Life 3]

anyone out there tonite???

I am so very desperate to talk to someone...

my world is falling apart and I cant talk to my friends or family and just can't take the pain, I want it to stop hurting so much but too scared to call the suicide prevention line.

I know I sound stupid but the pain is so unbearable and I just cant take it anymore! by the grace of god I thought perhaps here tonite because these are the ONLY people who really know and could understand what I am going thru.

please anyone!!!

Thank you all so very very very much for all your words of support, comfort and encouragement. Seems I was correct in coming back here for someone to talk to.

Everyone here REALLY does understand! thank you all from the bottom of my heart!

I am feeling a little better thanks to you and especially to an Angel sent to me last night while I was in the midst of it all! Thank you fellow VJ Sara! you came on instant messenger with me and listened and listened and listened and commented only with words of understanding and most of all encouragement! God bless you.

I do want to clear something up... I was so upset last night and my header on the post was misleading. I was not going to commit suicide (although it did indeed sound better than feeling this). I meant that I was afraid to call the suicide prevention hotline for someone to talk to because I was so desperate. (I was afraid because I wondered if they would trace the call and send the police or someone over to check on me) Sorry for causing any worry.

Lastly, As many many people here, I too do indeed know how fustrating, lonely, and painful these waits and papers can be... It will be four years for us this September that we began our journey with immigration. Although this has been long and painful at times... the waiting was not the cause of my anguish and pain last nite. I will explain later after I respond to all the great fellow VJers who contacted me.

God bless you all and guide you with patience, understanding, deep true love and committment thru it all.. and hold on tight because there are no promises and you never know what the outcome will be.

Thank you all again!!

[PB&JAM 1]

Thank you all so very very very much for all your words of support, comfort and encouragement. Seems I was correct in coming back here for someone to talk to.

Everyone here REALLY does understand! thank you all from the bottom of my heart!

I am feeling a little better thanks to you and especially to an Angel sent to me last night while I was in the midst of it all! Thank you fellow VJ Sara! you came on instant messenger with me and listened and listened and listened and commented only with words of understanding and most of all encouragement! God bless you.

I do want to clear something up... I was so upset last night and my header on the post was misleading. I was not going to commit suicide (although it did indeed sound better than feeling this). I meant that I was afraid to call the suicide prevention hotline for someone to talk to because I was so desperate. (I was afraid because I wondered if they would trace the call and send the police or someone over to check on me) Sorry for causing any worry.

Lastly, As many many people here, I too do indeed know how fustrating, lonely, and painful these waits and papers can be... It will be four years for us this September that we began our journey with immigration. Although this has been long and painful at times... the waiting was not the cause of my anguish and pain last nite. I will explain later after I respond to all the great fellow VJers who contacted me.

God bless you all and guide you with patience, understanding, deep true love and committment thru it all.. and hold on tight because there are no promises and you never know what the outcome will be.

Thank you all again!!

Relieved to hear you are ok! God bless you!! xxx