WHAT ARE YOU DOING?

[Chrito 19]

come on champi! you'll move fast enough, believe me...

I know, it's just that, the faster things move, more impatient and mindless I become. I'm kinda losing track of everything else now (health, work, etc). All I've been doing lately is, 'what is next, read this, fill that out, copy this, send that..' crazy!!! I hope I don't get stuck anywhere in this process.

You ladies will laugh at this, but Im getting witchier by the minute, petition processing is not moving fast enough for me. No I was not expecting a approval with 1 week, I just hate this!!!!!!!!! Hate it. I have been a raving with today, Gave up sugar completley, think Im having sugar withdraws, no junk food what so ever, no fried food, nothing but healthy. low carb, high protein. I feel like Im going to burst.

I wake up every morning thinking I'll eat healthy today, that is until I go out for lunch

Eating helathy is not the probelm, I can do it again, for I lost a ton of weight last year eating correctly, and exercising, I actualy enjoyed it and felt better mentally and physically. Its funny when we firt filed Jan. 2008 right up to the terribel day in June when I knew we had to withdraw our petitions I was fine and calm, this time, well Im a raving witch on wheels. I've sent my husband 3 emails this morning crying my eyes out telling him that i miss him so much. Its been 5 weeks from today since I left Paris and I would sell my soul to be there now with him. Its never been this hard on me before.

I feel ya! Haven't seen my husband since 1st September. We've never been apart for more than 3 weeks before, those three weeks were back in 2005 when he got out of the Army and went back to the States to see his parents. After that it was only the occasional weekend with the Reserves or me visiting relatives.

Edited March 23, 2009 by Chrito

[champi 13]

Eating helathy is not the probelm, I can do it again, for I lost a ton of weight last year eating correctly, and exercising, I actualy enjoyed it and felt better mentally and physically. Its funny when we firt filed Jan. 2008 right up to the terribel day in June when I knew we had to withdraw our petitions I was fine and calm, this time, well Im a raving witch on wheels. I've sent my husband 3 emails this morning crying my eyes out telling him that i miss him so much. Its been 5 weeks from today since I left Paris and I would sell my soul to be there now with him. Its never been this hard on me before.

Hang in there... Most ppl say crying doesn't solve anything but I feel much better after I cry I say, cry till you feel good and then start thinking about things you'll like to do when he's here... Do you have a list ready?

[Beth/ Paris Heart 2]

Eating helathy is not the probelm, I can do it again, for I lost a ton of weight last year eating correctly, and exercising, I actualy enjoyed it and felt better mentally and physically. Its funny when we firt filed Jan. 2008 right up to the terribel day in June when I knew we had to withdraw our petitions I was fine and calm, this time, well Im a raving witch on wheels. I've sent my husband 3 emails this morning crying my eyes out telling him that i miss him so much. Its been 5 weeks from today since I left Paris and I would sell my soul to be there now with him. Its never been this hard on me before.

Hang in there... Most ppl say crying doesn't solve anything but I feel much better after I cry I say, cry till you feel good and then start thinking about things you'll like to do when he's here... Do you have a list ready?

Oh Yes, I plan to take him to San Antonio one weekend, then Galveston for another weekend, just travel on weekends around Texas, mini holidays.

Its funny, Im a list person, and now, I cant find a thing pertaining our next step with this process, or what to do when Im there in Paris, usually when I plan and write things out Im fine. its like someone has taken the wind out of me. Maybe Im just tired. Lemons kept kicking me all night, and kept waking me up, so I had a bad night. Lemons is my Golden lab, my demon child, mommys girl and my shadow.

I think I will leave on time today, go home, feed the girls, "dogs" and call it a night. No computer, no TV, no reading, nothing, just get so rest.

[champi 13]

Eating helathy is not the probelm, I can do it again, for I lost a ton of weight last year eating correctly, and exercising, I actualy enjoyed it and felt better mentally and physically. Its funny when we firt filed Jan. 2008 right up to the terribel day in June when I knew we had to withdraw our petitions I was fine and calm, this time, well Im a raving witch on wheels. I've sent my husband 3 emails this morning crying my eyes out telling him that i miss him so much. Its been 5 weeks from today since I left Paris and I would sell my soul to be there now with him. Its never been this hard on me before.

Hang in there... Most ppl say crying doesn't solve anything but I feel much better after I cry I say, cry till you feel good and then start thinking about things you'll like to do when he's here... Do you have a list ready?

Oh Yes, I plan to take him to San Antonio one weekend, then Galveston for another weekend, just travel on weekends around Texas, mini holidays.

Its funny, Im a list person, and now, I cant find a thing pertaining our next step with this process, or what to do when Im there in Paris, usually when I plan and write things out Im fine. its like someone has taken the wind out of me. Maybe Im just tired. Lemons kept kicking me all night, and kept waking me up, so I had a bad night. Lemons is my Golden lab, my demon child, mommys girl and my shadow.

I think I will leave on time today, go home, feed the girls, "dogs" and call it a night. No computer, no TV, no reading, nothing, just get so rest.

Good plan!

[Beth/ Paris Heart 2]

Eating helathy is not the probelm, I can do it again, for I lost a ton of weight last year eating correctly, and exercising, I actualy enjoyed it and felt better mentally and physically. Its funny when we firt filed Jan. 2008 right up to the terribel day in June when I knew we had to withdraw our petitions I was fine and calm, this time, well Im a raving witch on wheels. I've sent my husband 3 emails this morning crying my eyes out telling him that i miss him so much. Its been 5 weeks from today since I left Paris and I would sell my soul to be there now with him. Its never been this hard on me before.

Hang in there... Most ppl say crying doesn't solve anything but I feel much better after I cry I say, cry till you feel good and then start thinking about things you'll like to do when he's here... Do you have a list ready?

Oh Yes, I plan to take him to San Antonio one weekend, then Galveston for another weekend, just travel on weekends around Texas, mini holidays.

Its funny, Im a list person, and now, I cant find a thing pertaining our next step with this process, or what to do when Im there in Paris, usually when I plan and write things out Im fine. its like someone has taken the wind out of me. Maybe Im just tired. Lemons kept kicking me all night, and kept waking me up, so I had a bad night. Lemons is my Golden lab, my demon child, mommys girl and my shadow.

I think I will leave on time today, go home, feed the girls, "dogs" and call it a night. No computer, no TV, no reading, nothing, just get so rest.

Good plan!

Made it thru another day, Thank you God. I feel better being at home, relax a bit, will work on some forms for a bit.

What is wverybody else doing this evening?

[champi 13]

Made it thru another day, Thank you God. I feel better being at home, relax a bit, will work on some forms for a bit.

What is wverybody else doing this evening?

Waiting for my hubby to wake up and call But working meanwhile, and waiting for answer to my posts and checking VJ regularly. Good to know that you're feeling better.

[Beth/ Paris Heart 2]

Made it thru another day, Thank you God. I feel better being at home, relax a bit, will work on some forms for a bit.

What is wverybody else doing this evening?

Waiting for my hubby to wake up and call But working meanwhile, and waiting for answer to my posts and checking VJ regularly. Good to know that you're feeling better.

Thank you Dumpling. Enjoy your chat with hubby!!!