Yardies at home and Farrin (part13)

[dancehallquana 5]

honey... do u have an outlet??.. u mentioned praise dancing once.. maybe put on one of ur cd's and dance (sounds funny, but works) if dancing feels to silly, PRAY.. not like a big to do, but just talk w/ God like u would talk to us,empty urself out, tell him all ur stresses and concerns.. or if that still don't feel right..JOURNAL.. MAN.. that has really gotten me thru some tough times. I would get up at night and just write down stuff that was going thru my head.. i still have some of those journals

[sus 70]

I had no problem with staying in the yard - The hardest thing about DJ's Mom's house is when there are issues w/ her boyfriend and we have to stay back up at the upper house - cause it's a HIKE inna BUSH!!!! When DJ used to stay in Ochi I stayed at his house - The first time, he was in the bathroom and I was sitting in the LR - a BIG 40 legger came running under the door! I screamed and jumped on the railing - he came running, and told me I lie when I said why I screamed - then he moved the TV and found it. I told him he had to screen the doors and windows before I came back to stay there again - Cockroaches I can handle - 40 leggers, nah sah!

[dancehallquana 5]

tooo funny sus..

but ya'll the critters here too.. my granny kept an immaculate house, but lived in a wooded area, there was this one on the wall one time and my dad tried to hit him and he flew!!!!!!!!!!!! to the other side over our heads.. girl if i wasn't hitting my head, jumping up and down O M G!!!!!!!!

[JaHoney 3]

Normally im not scared of bugs, but the damn roach was so big, i figured i should leave and let him have the bathroom to himself. Another trip, i was there and a damn mouse ran under the door, i was fit to be tied, he was like baby you scared of a little mouse, i was like you damn straight....lol..

QUana i have praise dance practice every thursday and choir rehearsal but today i just need some me time on the couch while i consume a bottle of Blueberry wine...LOL.. .my mom has my kids for a bit, thank the lord... i pray and talk to god, sometimes i journal and i listen to music...

LOL... when i was driving home, i was trying to think of all the ####### i tell my clients,when i used to think they were being melodramatic, i would say read, listen to music, take a walk, a warm shower blah blah blah, as ways to calm down

most days i can tell when my anxiety is up, and the first time it happened for real, i thought i was having a heart attack,cause my heart rate had been irregular for days, this was like 1 1/2 years ago, i was dx with mitral valve and told to decrease my stress ( right not in my line of work)

so i try hard to not let stuff get to me, when i wanna choke my 16 year old, sometimes i have to walk away.....

[sus 70]

I got bit by a 40 legger in Barbados - Soon after, I moved to a new apartment - I had just unpacked and crashed on the couch, 1st night - a huge centepede came running across the floor - I almost peed my pants - thought maybe it was the ghost of my 40 legger coming to haunt me!

[dancehallquana 5]

yes girl.. we don't want u working urself to dangerous levels.. but keep that stress to a minimum by any means necessary..

justucia.. i knew u wre gone from ja but thought u went STRAIGHT to nyc.. happy travels girl, i ain't mad at ya!!!!!

night ladies..

[sus 70]

Honey, it's only natural to freak and stress with all you have going on - but you have to take a deep breath, and have faith that it will all work in the end - nothing worth having comes easily, you have to suffer through the issues to get to the good = But trust me, it will come!! Listen to what is in your heart and believe - not in what is in other's minds.

[JaHoney 3]

Thanks Sus, and quana

Whoo sah...

[JaHoney 3]

Someone mentioned using a Greendot card to send money to there SO's how does that work?

[sus 70]

You buy a card and bring it to them - but there are fees - monthly maintenance, withdrawal at ATMs, etc....

https://www.greendotonline.com/contents/Pro...px#Fees_English

[TRELAWNY PARISH 10]

VICITORY IS MINE....VICTORY IS MINE OOHHHHHHH MINE

[JaHoney 3]

LOL.. lawny what you talking about over there

you just proclaiming victory over who the devil?

[TRELAWNY PARISH 10]

well, kind of HONEY; won round 2 of custody a few hours ago and possession of my house that I put so much money into and haven't lived in for 1 year...

My EX has a new baby that he's hiding, but dat soon come out in the light...he goes to my mom church looking like a broke down 80s pimp and want everyone to feel sorry for him and make me look like a bad mom. But people soon saw through him....

[sus 70]

LOL what victory?

well, kind of HONEY; won round 2 of custody a few hours ago and possession of my house that I put so much money into and haven't lived in for 1 year...

My EX has a new baby that he's hiding, but dat soon come out in the light...he goes to my mom church looking like a broke down 80s pimp and want everyone to feel sorry for him and make me look like a bad mom. But people soon saw through him....

It's about FRREAKIN time!!! So happy for you!

[TRELAWNY PARISH 10]

LOL what victory?

well, kind of HONEY; won round 2 of custody a few hours ago and possession of my house that I put so much money into and haven't lived in for 1 year...

My EX has a new baby that he's hiding, but dat soon come out in the light...he goes to my mom church looking like a broke down 80s pimp and want everyone to feel sorry for him and make me look like a bad mom. But people soon saw through him....

It's about FRREAKIN time!!! So happy for you!

Sus;

Thank you so much your friendship is ...damn I can't even find the words ...and girl, we haven't even met yet.