remeaning days in pinas is being deffecult!!!!!!

[ladyinpink 1]

i receive my visa it really wonderful!!!!

very happy but behind my happiness

other side of my family is very sad!!!!!

specially my mom!!!!!

i am really concerned the condensation of my be loving mom

she almost hurt attack and now she is under medication on high

blood and heart problem she is crying lady every time i see my

mom!!!!! it breaking my heart and my whole family is very sad every corner

in my house is sad and crying very hard to see my whole family is very sad

i am the youngest of my family sweetheart to every body

the only single of my family never expect that i was full in love other side of the planet

i feel very guilty!!!!! because of condensation of my mom now

my mom she is happy and understand but i think in her heart she cant accept that

her little girl now become a lady and ready to start my own life and my own family

my fiancee he promise my mom in one yrs she well be coming to usa to see me and my new family

but i really don't know if my mom she well make it she is 76 yrs now

my whole life i never be part of my family very hard!!!!

my feeling is mixed emotion happy to be my honey but other side of my heart is sad

what if i lost mom?????? because of me? loving some one that living in other side of the planet

but i fallow my heart i love my honey so much

he is my everything in my life that make me happy the rest of my life

my body in the Philippines but my heart and mind my honey bring my heart when is back home in usa

i feel guilty????

do you think guy i am selfish????

do you think i am self center???????

i just fallow my heart

any comments and ic welcome

so i have other side point of view

in this matter

[Stinky Monkey 1]

I am going through the same thing

My mother is 84 years old, my father died 18 years ago and I am an only child

It is the hardest decision I have ever made to apply for the K1 and leave my mother, thank god her health is very good for her age and she can get about

She has a great network of friends so will not be on her own

However I will never get over the guilt of leaving her when I go, she wants my happiness and wants me to go but leaving will be the hardest thing I will ever do

So I can understand what you are feeling, I will live with this guilt for the rest of my life and will be scared that when I go I may never see her again.

I hope that I will get advance parole and will be able to visit

Some things come at a price and this is the price we have to pay for our happiness in out new lives it is a bitter pill to swallow, this is not easy

[francie 0]

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[ladyinpink 1]

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TO STINKY MONKEY;

yes very hard decisions guiltiness in my heart i am very sad

but in other side i am more excited and happy to be with my honey but my mom

almost lost her life because of me!!!!!!!! living very soon!!!!!!!but i chose my lifetime happiness.

i post this!!!!! so i have deference idea and point of view regards this matter

thank you so much stinky

[MJ3lasvegas 0]

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what's this suppose to mean?

[vichygurl 1]

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what's this suppose to mean?

I agree! It's not funny! If you have nothing to say just don't comment anything. She was trying to explained it the best she can!

Vida Taylor

[john & jean 37]

nosebleed

what's this suppose to mean?

I agree! It's not funny! If you have nothing to say just don't comment anything. She was trying to explained it the best she can!

Vida Taylor

In other words, don't go away mad, just go AWAY. That comment was rude, and we don't care for rude people here on the P.I. forum.....

[francie 0]

easyy..

[TexPamp 0]

nosebleed

what's this suppose to mean?

Go easy on this person please. It is obvious this person does not come from a loving family, has no heart and/or has issues that can only be dealt with by medication.

TexPamp

[john & jean 37]

nosebleed

what's this suppose to mean?

Go easy on this person please. It is obvious this person does not come from a loving family, has no heart and/or has issues that can only be dealt with by medication.

TexPamp

I DO NOT KNOW OF A MEDICATION FOR THE LACK OF RESPECT!!!

[Rocky_nBullwinkle 6]

i receive my visa it really wonderful!!!!

very happy but behind my happiness

other side of my family is very sad!!!!!

specially my mom!!!!!

i am really concerned the condensation of my be loving mom

she almost hurt attack and now she is under medication on high

blood and heart problem she is crying lady every time i see my

mom!!!!! it breaking my heart and my whole family is very sad every corner

in my house is sad and crying very hard to see my whole family is very sad

i am the youngest of my family sweetheart to every body

the only single of my family never expect that i was full in love other side of the planet

i feel very guilty!!!!! because of condensation of my mom now

my mom she is happy and understand but i think in her heart she cant accept that

her little girl now become a lady and ready to start my own life and my own family

my fiancee he promise my mom in one yrs she well be coming to usa to see me and my new family

but i really don't know if my mom she well make it she is 76 yrs now

my whole life i never be part of my family very hard!!!!

my feeling is mixed emotion happy to be my honey but other side of my heart is sad

what if i lost mom?????? because of me? loving some one that living in other side of the planet

but i fallow my heart i love my honey so much

he is my everything in my life that make me happy the rest of my life

my body in the Philippines but my heart and mind my honey bring my heart when is back home in usa

i feel guilty????

do you think guy i am selfish????

do you think i am self center???????

i just fallow my heart

any comments and ic welcome

so i have other side point of view

in this matter

Huwag ka na mag-worry Lady in Pink. Kung saan ka masaya, go girl! Nasanay lang mommy mo magkasama kayo palagi kaya nahihirapan siya mag-adjust dahil iiwanan mo na siya. Ikaw lang makakasagot ang tanong kung guilty ka o hindi, selfish, self-centered, etcetera. Ikaw lang makakasagot ng mga tanong na yan girl!

[ladyinpink 1]

i receive my visa it really wonderful!!!!

very happy but behind my happiness

other side of my family is very sad!!!!!

specially my mom!!!!!

i am really concerned the condensation of my be loving mom

she almost hurt attack and now she is under medication on high

blood and heart problem she is crying lady every time i see my

mom!!!!! it breaking my heart and my whole family is very sad every corner

in my house is sad and crying very hard to see my whole family is very sad

i am the youngest of my family sweetheart to every body

the only single of my family never expect that i was full in love other side of the planet

i feel very guilty!!!!! because of condensation of my mom now

my mom she is happy and understand but i think in her heart she cant accept that

her little girl now become a lady and ready to start my own life and my own family

my fiancee he promise my mom in one yrs she well be coming to usa to see me and my new family

but i really don't know if my mom she well make it she is 76 yrs now

my whole life i never be part of my family very hard!!!!

my feeling is mixed emotion happy to be my honey but other side of my heart is sad

what if i lost mom?????? because of me? loving some one that living in other side of the planet

but i fallow my heart i love my honey so much

he is my everything in my life that make me happy the rest of my life

my body in the Philippines but my heart and mind my honey bring my heart when is back home in usa

i feel guilty????

do you think guy i am selfish????

do you think i am self center???????

i just fallow my heart

any comments and ic welcome

so i have other side point of view

in this matter

Huwag ka na mag-worry Lady in Pink. Kung saan ka masaya, go girl! Nasanay lang mommy mo magkasama kayo palagi kaya nahihirapan siya mag-adjust dahil iiwanan mo na siya. Ikaw lang makakasagot ang tanong kung guilty ka o hindi, selfish, self-centered, etcetera. Ikaw lang makakasagot ng mga tanong na yan girl!

TO MJLASVEGAS SHE IS VERY HAPPY WHEN HER MOM DIE!!!!!! OR HAVING A HEART ATTACK!!!!!! RUD!!!! PILIPINA WOMAN GURLS YOU ARE NOT IN THIS WORLD IF YOU DON'T HAVE MOTHER!!!!!! I AM BORN WITH FULL OF LOVE AND ATTENTION OF MY FAMILY

DO SENT CARE HER MOTHER OR HER FAMILY HUH?

[ladyinpink 1]

i receive my visa it really wonderful!!!!

very happy but behind my happiness

other side of my family is very sad!!!!!

specially my mom!!!!!

i am really concerned the condensation of my be loving mom

she almost hurt attack and now she is under medication on high

blood and heart problem she is crying lady every time i see my

mom!!!!! it breaking my heart and my whole family is very sad every corner

in my house is sad and crying very hard to see my whole family is very sad

i am the youngest of my family sweetheart to every body

the only single of my family never expect that i was full in love other side of the planet

i feel very guilty!!!!! because of condensation of my mom now

my mom she is happy and understand but i think in her heart she cant accept that

her little girl now become a lady and ready to start my own life and my own family

my fiancee he promise my mom in one yrs she well be coming to usa to see me and my new family

but i really don't know if my mom she well make it she is 76 yrs now

my whole life i never be part of my family very hard!!!!

my feeling is mixed emotion happy to be my honey but other side of my heart is sad

what if i lost mom?????? because of me? loving some one that living in other side of the planet

but i fallow my heart i love my honey so much

he is my everything in my life that make me happy the rest of my life

my body in the Philippines but my heart and mind my honey bring my heart when is back home in usa

i feel guilty????

do you think guy i am selfish????

do you think i am self center???????

i just fallow my heart

any comments and ic welcome

so i have other side point of view

in this matter

Huwag ka na mag-worry Lady in Pink. Kung saan ka masaya, go girl! Nasanay lang mommy mo magkasama kayo palagi kaya nahihirapan siya mag-adjust dahil iiwanan mo na siya. Ikaw lang makakasagot ang tanong kung guilty ka o hindi, selfish, self-centered, etcetera. Ikaw lang makakasagot ng mga tanong na yan girl!

TO MJLASVEGAS SHE IS VERY HAPPY WHEN HER MOM DIE!!!!!! OR HAVING A HEART ATTACK!!!!!! RUD!!!! PILIPINA WOMAN GURLS YOU ARE NOT IN THIS WORLD IF YOU DON'T HAVE MOTHER!!!!!! I AM BORN WITH FULL OF LOVE AND ATTENTION OF MY FAMILY

DO SENT CARE HER MOTHER OR HER FAMILY HUH?

TO ALL MY FELLOW FILIPINA

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BEING NICE ON ME AND RELATE MY FEELING AND CONCERNED

NOT BEING RUDE!!!!!! COMMENTS

[njaxfl 0]

i receive my visa it really wonderful!!!!

very happy but behind my happiness

other side of my family is very sad!!!!!

specially my mom!!!!!

i am really concerned the condensation of my be loving mom

she almost hurt attack and now she is under medication on high

blood and heart problem she is crying lady every time i see my

mom!!!!! it breaking my heart and my whole family is very sad every corner

in my house is sad and crying very hard to see my whole family is very sad

i am the youngest of my family sweetheart to every body

the only single of my family never expect that i was full in love other side of the planet

i feel very guilty!!!!! because of condensation of my mom now

my mom she is happy and understand but i think in her heart she cant accept that

her little girl now become a lady and ready to start my own life and my own family

my fiancee he promise my mom in one yrs she well be coming to usa to see me and my new family

but i really don't know if my mom she well make it she is 76 yrs now

my whole life i never be part of my family very hard!!!!

my feeling is mixed emotion happy to be my honey but other side of my heart is sad

what if i lost mom?????? because of me? loving some one that living in other side of the planet

but i fallow my heart i love my honey so much

he is my everything in my life that make me happy the rest of my life

my body in the Philippines but my heart and mind my honey bring my heart when is back home in usa

i feel guilty????

do you think guy i am selfish????

do you think i am self center???????

i just fallow my heart

any comments and ic welcome

so i have other side point of view

in this matter

I und every detail ladyinpink is trying to tell us,it touches me.I too have a mother who were deeply sad when me and my 2 children who grow up with the care of my mother had to leave to be with my husband here in America.A person like ladyinpink is one of the most honest and real true Filipina i've known here on VJ...

[abbynorm1 0]

hi ladyinpink,

You should think about it because your situation is so tough. You look at the bright side of it and pray for it.

I think that you should follow your heart. I know that your mom is happy about you. Yet, she got a heart attack because you are leaving, it doesn't mean that she is not allowing you to be with your honey. She wants you to be happy.