I SHED A TEAR

[xhaxha 0]

Hi everyone,. I am patiently waiting for my Visa, i was interviewed April 29 and I'm under AR because of the document verification...

when i got text from those girls i met at the USE telling me that they got a text from Delbros already for their Visa Delivery, my heart wants to have a text from Delbros also... i hold my cellphone and kiss it praying and Hoping to get a text from Delbros.

When i got text from those girls again that they have their Visas already,. i want to have my visa also to be delivered soon.. even if i didn't get a text from Delbros yet...

When i got online on YM,. some girls were online too,. they started talking about their pleasant interview experience with a nice CO,.. they told me that their CO utter these words " YOU ARE APPROVED, WELCOME TO THE USA, or HAPPY TRIP", the sweetest words i heard from my CO are " I THINK EVERYTHING IS OK"(except for one doc,. which is the Document verification)" Human as i am, i also wished that my CO was nice and uttered those words also...

I was thinking about these,. therefore I conclude that ENVY was controlling me and because of it i couldn't sleep at night, i am very anxious and can't concentrate on my NCLEX review(Physicaly present but mentally absent)..

ENVY can weaken our FAITH, and will make us DOUBT God's capabilities of making things happen..

I PM ate Lottery(jackpot) about my situation and she shared to me some verses from the Bible,. and gave me some advice,. it did help me,.. and I went to my review class with a smile on my face and No more doubt in the four chambers of my heart...

Last night... another girl told me that she got a text message from Delbros and she's now waiting for her Visa to be delivered....

that bothers me again,. i had doubts again, my faith was weak again, it's past 11pm and couldn't sleep,.. i send some text to Chris telling him that no matter what happen with the Visa, my love will never change...

12 midnight, i found myself reading my Bible , praying sincerely to God... i just want him to take all the doubts and unnecessary fears in my heart,. I can't stand it anymore,. I don't want to have palpitations every time i think about the Visa, I don't want to have negative thoughts anymore.. I just hate it...

1:00,2:00,3:00 AM, still my eyes wide open, with palpitations, dyspnea and maybe i had ventricular tachycardia, i mean heart rhythm was not normal anymore,. still can't sleep,..

Around 4am i couldn't stand it anymore,.. i went inside my parent's room and woke up my snoring Father,. I was crying and I asked him to pray for me, without any complain he asked me to kneel down beside him and he started praying...

I could feel the power of prayer cuz after that i feel so light...

Papa talked to me seriously Past 4 this morning,..

He reminded me of the forwarded text message I received long time ago,. that

FAITH IS LIKE SWIMMING, WHEN WE STRUGGLE, WE SINK.. RELAXED, WE FLOAT,.

he said DON'T BEG OR FORCE YOUR PRAYER, SIMPLY BELIEVE.. THAT'S FAITH AT WORK,. GOD KNOWS,. GOD HEARS..

i want to share this one also...

GOD KNOWS WHAT'S BEST FOR US, SO WHY SHOULD WE COMPLAIN?

WE ALWAYS WANT THE SUNSHINE BUT HE KNOWS THERE MUST BE RAIN,

WE LOVE THE SOUND OF LAUGHTER AND THE MERRIMENT OF CHEER,

BUT OUR HEARTS WILL LOSE THEIR TENDERNESS IF WE NEVER SHED A TEAR.

GOD TEST US OFTEN WITH SUFFERING AND SORROW,.

HE TESTS US NOT TO PUNISH US BUT TO HELP US MEET TOMORROW..

SO WHENEVER WE ARE IN TROUBLE AND EVERYTHING GOES WRONG...

IT IS JUST GOD WORKING ON US TO MAKE OUR SPIRIT STRONG...

GOD BLESS US ALL...

[RyaNRiza 1]

Around 4am i couldn't stand it anymore,.. i went inside my parent's room and woke up my snoring Father,. I was crying and I asked him to pray for me, without any complain he asked me to kneel down beside him and he started praying...

I could feel the power of prayer cuz after that i feel so light...

Papa talked to me seriously Past 4 this morning,..

He reminded me of the forwarded text message I received long time ago,. that

FAITH IS LIKE SWIMMING, WHEN WE STRUGGLE, WE SINK.. RELAXED, WE FLOAT,.

he said DON'T BEG OR FORCE YOUR PRAYER, SIMPLY BELIEVE.. THAT'S FAITH AT WORK,. GOD KNOWS,. GOD HEARS..

This one touched me the most. What a great father you have, not everyone is lucky to have.

I admire you for sharing your struggle Sha. God will see you through, and the next time you open your eyes in the morning, you will have your visa knocking at your door.

God bless!

-Riza

[raymaga 25]

I hope you hear something very soon. We all understand how hard the waiting is.

Keep strong and I'm sure you will hear something soon.

Best wishes.

[✿Ice Rain✿ 0]

Hi xhaxha,

Your post is so touchy. I felt like i was reading climax at the novel book. That's my belief also, same with your father. You don't need to force your prayer, we just need to have "believe" that it will happen.

And regarding the "envy" feeling you felt when these girls texted just think your "right time" is not up yet, yours will be different time from them.

Don't stress yourself too much coz i believe you will receive your visa sometime this month.

Shape

[ManilaIdaho 2]

You'll be ok.you'll get your visa soon,sometimes people get what they want fast but that doesnt mean you wont get yours,timing is everything and we know that there's always time for everything and surely,you'll get your visa one of these days.remember,patience is virtue.i'll be with you in prayers so you'll be with your one and only soon:)

smile God loves you

[EricC 0]

I definitely know how you're feeling. It's been 3 weeks since my interview and nothing yet Just got to keep on hoping. This week since I've been back home without my fiance have been the worst for me. I have had nightmares, can't sleep well at night. We will be with our loved ones soon.

[ChrisB0707 4]

Hi everyone,. I am patiently waiting for my Visa, i was interviewed April 29 and I'm under AR because of the document verification...

when i got text from those girls i met at the USE telling me that they got a text from Delbros already for their Visa Delivery, my heart wants to have a text from Delbros also... i hold my cellphone and kiss it praying and Hoping to get a text from Delbros.

When i got text from those girls again that they have their Visas already,. i want to have my visa also to be delivered soon.. even if i didn't get a text from Delbros yet...

When i got online on YM,. some girls were online too,. they started talking about their pleasant interview experience with a nice CO,.. they told me that their CO utter these words " YOU ARE APPROVED, WELCOME TO THE USA, or HAPPY TRIP", the sweetest words i heard from my CO are " I THINK EVERYTHING IS OK"(except for one doc,. which is the Document verification)" Human as i am, i also wished that my CO was nice and uttered those words also...

I was thinking about these,. therefore I conclude that ENVY was controlling me and because of it i couldn't sleep at night, i am very anxious and can't concentrate on my NCLEX review(Physicaly present but mentally absent)..

ENVY can weaken our FAITH, and will make us DOUBT God's capabilities of making things happen..

I PM ate Lottery(jackpot) about my situation and she shared to me some verses from the Bible,. and gave me some advice,. it did help me,.. and I went to my review class with a smile on my face and No more doubt in the four chambers of my heart...

Last night... another girl told me that she got a text message from Delbros and she's now waiting for her Visa to be delivered....

that bothers me again,. i had doubts again, my faith was weak again, it's past 11pm and couldn't sleep,.. i send some text to Chris telling him that no matter what happen with the Visa, my love will never change...

12 midnight, i found myself reading my Bible , praying sincerely to God... i just want him to take all the doubts and unnecessary fears in my heart,. I can't stand it anymore,. I don't want to have palpitations every time i think about the Visa, I don't want to have negative thoughts anymore.. I just hate it...

1:00,2:00,3:00 AM, still my eyes wide open, with palpitations, dyspnea and maybe i had ventricular tachycardia, i mean heart rhythm was not normal anymore,. still can't sleep,..

Around 4am i couldn't stand it anymore,.. i went inside my parent's room and woke up my snoring Father,. I was crying and I asked him to pray for me, without any complain he asked me to kneel down beside him and he started praying...

I could feel the power of prayer cuz after that i feel so light...

Papa talked to me seriously Past 4 this morning,..

He reminded me of the forwarded text message I received long time ago,. that

FAITH IS LIKE SWIMMING, WHEN WE STRUGGLE, WE SINK.. RELAXED, WE FLOAT,.

he said DON'T BEG OR FORCE YOUR PRAYER, SIMPLY BELIEVE.. THAT'S FAITH AT WORK,. GOD KNOWS,. GOD HEARS..

i want to share this one also...

GOD KNOWS WHAT'S BEST FOR US, SO WHY SHOULD WE COMPLAIN?

WE ALWAYS WANT THE SUNSHINE BUT HE KNOWS THERE MUST BE RAIN,

WE LOVE THE SOUND OF LAUGHTER AND THE MERRIMENT OF CHEER,

BUT OUR HEARTS WILL LOSE THEIR TENDERNESS IF WE NEVER SHED A TEAR.

GOD TEST US OFTEN WITH SUFFERING AND SORROW,.

HE TESTS US NOT TO PUNISH US BUT TO HELP US MEET TOMORROW..

SO WHENEVER WE ARE IN TROUBLE AND EVERYTHING GOES WRONG...

IT IS JUST GOD WORKING ON US TO MAKE OUR SPIRIT STRONG...

GOD BLESS US ALL...

Hey beautiful, Im was sad when I seen this. I know we are both worried at times. The visa will come so dont worry so much. You know I love you very much and we will be together. Im going to call you now so we can talk.

[PinayAko 0]

Hi sha, i know how u feel right now but dont worry much, i know God will listen to all ur prayers and ur visa will arrived soon.... Atleast u r now just waiting for ur visa unlike me, im still waiting for my paper to get approved. Keep smiling and be strong.... Just always think that in just few days u will be with Chris....

[elar14 0]

Xha,

please dont be sad i know what youre feeling right now.I had my interview last April 23 and still waiting for my visa.I had text messages from the girls i met during the interview at the usembassy that they got their visa already ,i wanted to be jealous but i stopped myself then i told myself that i should be happy for them .And i prayed and thanked God that they got their visa and that they dont have to wait any longer to be with their love ones , i felt happy for them ...genuinely happy for them.God is good all the time and a little wait wont hurt us xha so please dont worry ,it will happen in God's perfect time.

please stay strong xha.and be patient.

abby

[ChrisB0707 4]

We got some the good news today when I called the embassy and spoke with Grace. She said ShaSha's visa will be sent to Delbros at 5pm today and she should get a text by tomorrow. We are so happy now we know she will make her plane on May 16th. WOW I cant wait to see her, I miss her so much

Edited May 8, 2008 by ChrisB0707

[xhaxha 0]

We got some the good news today when I called the embassy and spoke with Grace. She said ShaSha's visa will be sent to Delbros at 5pm today and she should get a text by tomorrow. We are so happy now we know she will make her plane on May 16th. WOW I cant wait to see her, I miss her so much

SEE? GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME... I CAN'T BELIEVE IT... I PRAYED IN A SPECIFIC WAY LAST NIGHT, I ASKED THE LORD TO GIVE ME A GOOD NEWS TODAY ABOUT MY VISA,.. CUZ IF THERE'S NO GOOD NEWS TODAY,.. I'M SURE THAT GOD HAS ANOTHER PLAN FOR ME...

IF WE TRUST IN HIS LOVE MIRACLES HAPPEN...

[ChrisB0707 4]

We got some the good news today when I called the embassy and spoke with Grace. She said ShaSha's visa will be sent to Delbros at 5pm today and she should get a text by tomorrow. We are so happy now we know she will make her plane on May 16th. WOW I cant wait to see her, I miss her so much

SEE? GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME... I CAN'T BELIEVE IT... I PRAYED IN A SPECIFIC WAY LAST NIGHT, I ASKED THE LORD TO GIVE ME A GOOD NEWS TODAY ABOUT MY VISA,.. CUZ IF THERE'S NO GOOD NEWS TODAY,.. I'M SURE THAT GOD HAS ANOTHER PLAN FOR ME...

IF WE TRUST IN HIS LOVE MIRACLES HAPPEN...

I love you ShaSha. We are so close now, cant wait to hug you and kiss you.

Edited May 8, 2008 by ChrisB0707

[RyaNRiza 1]

We got some the good news today when I called the embassy and spoke with Grace. She said ShaSha's visa will be sent to Delbros at 5pm today and she should get a text by tomorrow. We are so happy now we know she will make her plane on May 16th. WOW I cant wait to see her, I miss her so much

SEE? GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME... I CAN'T BELIEVE IT... I PRAYED IN A SPECIFIC WAY LAST NIGHT, I ASKED THE LORD TO GIVE ME A GOOD NEWS TODAY ABOUT MY VISA,.. CUZ IF THERE'S NO GOOD NEWS TODAY,.. I'M SURE THAT GOD HAS ANOTHER PLAN FOR ME...

IF WE TRUST IN HIS LOVE MIRACLES HAPPEN...

I love you ShaSha. We are so close now, cant wait to hug you and kiss you.

Quite happy for you guys! The good news you got today is showing God's glory and power. God is great!!! You will be together soon

[Loterly_Richard 0]

Hi everyone,. I am patiently waiting for my Visa, i was interviewed April 29 and I'm under AR because of the document verification...

when i got text from those girls i met at the USE telling me that they got a text from Delbros already for their Visa Delivery, my heart wants to have a text from Delbros also... i hold my cellphone and kiss it praying and Hoping to get a text from Delbros.

When i got text from those girls again that they have their Visas already,. i want to have my visa also to be delivered soon.. even if i didn't get a text from Delbros yet...

When i got online on YM,. some girls were online too,. they started talking about their pleasant interview experience with a nice CO,.. they told me that their CO utter these words " YOU ARE APPROVED, WELCOME TO THE USA, or HAPPY TRIP", the sweetest words i heard from my CO are " I THINK EVERYTHING IS OK"(except for one doc,. which is the Document verification)" Human as i am, i also wished that my CO was nice and uttered those words also...

I was thinking about these,. therefore I conclude that ENVY was controlling me and because of it i couldn't sleep at night, i am very anxious and can't concentrate on my NCLEX review(Physicaly present but mentally absent)..

ENVY can weaken our FAITH, and will make us DOUBT God's capabilities of making things happen..

I PM ate Lottery(jackpot) about my situation and she shared to me some verses from the Bible,. and gave me some advice,. it did help me,.. and I went to my review class with a smile on my face and No more doubt in the four chambers of my heart...

Last night... another girl told me that she got a text message from Delbros and she's now waiting for her Visa to be delivered....

that bothers me again,. i had doubts again, my faith was weak again, it's past 11pm and couldn't sleep,.. i send some text to Chris telling him that no matter what happen with the Visa, my love will never change...

12 midnight, i found myself reading my Bible , praying sincerely to God... i just want him to take all the doubts and unnecessary fears in my heart,. I can't stand it anymore,. I don't want to have palpitations every time i think about the Visa, I don't want to have negative thoughts anymore.. I just hate it...

1:00,2:00,3:00 AM, still my eyes wide open, with palpitations, dyspnea and maybe i had ventricular tachycardia, i mean heart rhythm was not normal anymore,. still can't sleep,..

Around 4am i couldn't stand it anymore,.. i went inside my parent's room and woke up my snoring Father,. I was crying and I asked him to pray for me, without any complain he asked me to kneel down beside him and he started praying...

I could feel the power of prayer cuz after that i feel so light...

Papa talked to me seriously Past 4 this morning,..

He reminded me of the forwarded text message I received long time ago,. that

FAITH IS LIKE SWIMMING, WHEN WE STRUGGLE, WE SINK.. RELAXED, WE FLOAT,.

he said DON'T BEG OR FORCE YOUR PRAYER, SIMPLY BELIEVE.. THAT'S FAITH AT WORK,. GOD KNOWS,. GOD HEARS..

i want to share this one also...

GOD KNOWS WHAT'S BEST FOR US, SO WHY SHOULD WE COMPLAIN?

WE ALWAYS WANT THE SUNSHINE BUT HE KNOWS THERE MUST BE RAIN,

WE LOVE THE SOUND OF LAUGHTER AND THE MERRIMENT OF CHEER,

BUT OUR HEARTS WILL LOSE THEIR TENDERNESS IF WE NEVER SHED A TEAR.

GOD TEST US OFTEN WITH SUFFERING AND SORROW,.

HE TESTS US NOT TO PUNISH US BUT TO HELP US MEET TOMORROW..

SO WHENEVER WE ARE IN TROUBLE AND EVERYTHING GOES WRONG...

IT IS JUST GOD WORKING ON US TO MAKE OUR SPIRIT STRONG...

GOD BLESS US ALL...

chachacha

the day u learned to stop worrying and doubting is the same day you prove to God that you truly believe Him with all your heart and soul.

YOU HONORED GOD BY NOT HAVING DOUBTS ANYMORE, SO HOLD YOUR HANDS OUT AND CATCH YOUR REWARD!!!

CONGRATS AND WAIT FOR A TEXT CONFIRMATION FROM DELBROS VISA DELIVERY

im so proud of you, now you know that your struggles are just illusions and GOD IS REAL.

keep your faith stronger coz you need it for the next journeys ahead.

yours truly,

jackpot

[xhaxha 0]

Hi everyone,. I am patiently waiting for my Visa, i was interviewed April 29 and I'm under AR because of the document verification...

when i got text from those girls i met at the USE telling me that they got a text from Delbros already for their Visa Delivery, my heart wants to have a text from Delbros also... i hold my cellphone and kiss it praying and Hoping to get a text from Delbros.

When i got text from those girls again that they have their Visas already,. i want to have my visa also to be delivered soon.. even if i didn't get a text from Delbros yet...

When i got online on YM,. some girls were online too,. they started talking about their pleasant interview experience with a nice CO,.. they told me that their CO utter these words " YOU ARE APPROVED, WELCOME TO THE USA, or HAPPY TRIP", the sweetest words i heard from my CO are " I THINK EVERYTHING IS OK"(except for one doc,. which is the Document verification)" Human as i am, i also wished that my CO was nice and uttered those words also...

I was thinking about these,. therefore I conclude that ENVY was controlling me and because of it i couldn't sleep at night, i am very anxious and can't concentrate on my NCLEX review(Physicaly present but mentally absent)..

ENVY can weaken our FAITH, and will make us DOUBT God's capabilities of making things happen..

I PM ate Lottery(jackpot) about my situation and she shared to me some verses from the Bible,. and gave me some advice,. it did help me,.. and I went to my review class with a smile on my face and No more doubt in the four chambers of my heart...

Last night... another girl told me that she got a text message from Delbros and she's now waiting for her Visa to be delivered....

that bothers me again,. i had doubts again, my faith was weak again, it's past 11pm and couldn't sleep,.. i send some text to Chris telling him that no matter what happen with the Visa, my love will never change...

12 midnight, i found myself reading my Bible , praying sincerely to God... i just want him to take all the doubts and unnecessary fears in my heart,. I can't stand it anymore,. I don't want to have palpitations every time i think about the Visa, I don't want to have negative thoughts anymore.. I just hate it...

1:00,2:00,3:00 AM, still my eyes wide open, with palpitations, dyspnea and maybe i had ventricular tachycardia, i mean heart rhythm was not normal anymore,. still can't sleep,..

Around 4am i couldn't stand it anymore,.. i went inside my parent's room and woke up my snoring Father,. I was crying and I asked him to pray for me, without any complain he asked me to kneel down beside him and he started praying...

I could feel the power of prayer cuz after that i feel so light...

Papa talked to me seriously Past 4 this morning,..

He reminded me of the forwarded text message I received long time ago,. that

FAITH IS LIKE SWIMMING, WHEN WE STRUGGLE, WE SINK.. RELAXED, WE FLOAT,.

he said DON'T BEG OR FORCE YOUR PRAYER, SIMPLY BELIEVE.. THAT'S FAITH AT WORK,. GOD KNOWS,. GOD HEARS..

i want to share this one also...

GOD KNOWS WHAT'S BEST FOR US, SO WHY SHOULD WE COMPLAIN?

WE ALWAYS WANT THE SUNSHINE BUT HE KNOWS THERE MUST BE RAIN,

WE LOVE THE SOUND OF LAUGHTER AND THE MERRIMENT OF CHEER,

BUT OUR HEARTS WILL LOSE THEIR TENDERNESS IF WE NEVER SHED A TEAR.

GOD TEST US OFTEN WITH SUFFERING AND SORROW,.

HE TESTS US NOT TO PUNISH US BUT TO HELP US MEET TOMORROW..

SO WHENEVER WE ARE IN TROUBLE AND EVERYTHING GOES WRONG...

IT IS JUST GOD WORKING ON US TO MAKE OUR SPIRIT STRONG...

GOD BLESS US ALL...

chachacha

the day u learned to stop worrying and doubting is the same day you prove to God that you truly believe Him with all your heart and soul.

YOU HONORED GOD BY NOT HAVING DOUBTS ANYMORE, SO HOLD YOUR HANDS OUT AND CATCH YOUR REWARD!!!

CONGRATS AND WAIT FOR A TEXT CONFIRMATION FROM DELBROS VISA DELIVERY

im so proud of you, now you know that your struggles are just illusions and GOD IS REAL.

keep your faith stronger coz you need it for the next journeys ahead.

yours truly,

jackpot

THANK YOU ATE JACKPOT FOR MAKING ME STRONG(SPIRITUALLY) ALL THE TIME, THANK YOU FOR REMINDING THAT NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE IF WE JUST PRAY, BELIEVE AND TRUST IN GOD,.. YOU WERE THERE ON MY WEAKEST,.. AS WHAT I'VE SAID, YOU ARE AN ANGEL IN DISGUISE,. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING... NO WORDS CAN EXPRESS HOW MUCH I ADMIRE YOU FOR BEING YOU... YOU ARE AN INSPIRATION FOR ALL OF US.. MAY GOD CONTINUALLY BLESS AND GIVE YOU MORE SUCCESS...