!!!SaTuRdAy, sAtUrDaY, SaTuRdAy!!!

[ayesha4akram 0]

I've, so far, managed to do 1/2 a load of laundry (washed but not in dryer yet), threw chicken in casserole dish with peppers and taters, tossed it in the oven, taken 3 naps of about an hour each, and taken my medicine. Didn't get done NEAR what I wanted to today... I did get chocolate from the arab store... a quaint little bucket that cost me 14 dollars!! I about died when I saw the price of it but am too sick to tell him i didn't want it SOOOOOOOOOOOO me and my 14 dollar chocolate are having a lovely time together....

I have realized that I don't "dislike" the hubster as much as i think I do. I think its all hormonal (7 weeks of serious hemmoraging will do that to you). I'm too weak to do much of anything so I think I just need to get better and he really needs to be a little bit more ..i dunno.. "concerned" or maybe "catering" or something. He acts as though nothing is wrong with me and that I should still be able to do the stuff I was doing when I felt well. I've tried to explain it to him but I don't think he gets it, ya know

I have an internal ultrasound Tuesday morning at 9:30am if we can keep the bleeding away. If I am so much as 1 hour late taking my medicine, it reappears so I have to remember to take it early every day... I'm so stressed out guys

I'm sorry for dragging my troubles in here and telling all the yucky details. I think i just needed to vent. I appreciate u all more than u know.

amal

You're in my prayers !!! Take good care of yourself and remember to take your medicine. Sending you <<<hugs>>>

Ayesha

[Nagishkaw 510]

Nagi,

That was seriously uplifting. I got a chill reading that. I pray that God touches me as he did you and that I will be ok. Your faith is truely inspiring and I wish that all ppl had as unwavering faith as you do (including myself). Thank you for the uplifting words.

amal

Well, I am human and my faith wavers just the same as the next person's does. Do you know that God gives us each the same measure of faith? So you see, you have it !

It is just one of MANY miracles I can testify to that has happened in my life. If it helped you any, then I praise God and thank Him for giving me the courage to post it.

[doodlebugg 10]

Amal I hope you feel better! I hope they at least figure out what the problem is on Tuesday. That sounds very scarey. I know after just a day or two of heavy bleeding I am totally drained and cannot function.....I can't even imagine 6 weeks!

I have spent the day managing all the IT crapola in my house. I don't remember my mom doing that stuff!!!! I got my daughters both an ipod nano with video for their bdays and apparently like an idiot I bought one that was used instead of new in box. (i got them via ebay). Well the used one had a few issues that took me about two straight hours to resolve. I asked to exchange it but haven't heard from the sender yet. If we are problem free tomorrow then maybe I won't pursue it but note to all...read the fine print!!! They are cool though! I want one but can't bring myself to spend the money on me. Aint' that always the way. I also got 2 skateboards but they came without already being assembled. I need to go buy a wrench and some file thingie and a razor blade. Again.....bought them via ebay not knowing that we have a store two towns over that sell them for the same price. c'est la vie.

Did about 6 loads of laundry. Anyone know how to get mold spots out of sheets? My favorite sheets were on the basement floor when it flooded last and one of the pillow cases has these mold dots on them.

[♥Sora_9_Dam3a♥ 0]

...words cannot describe...

I pray that everyone had an amazing Saturday!!

Thank you all so much for your sweet words and well wishes!!!!! I pray that you are all reunited with your loves soooooooooooon!!!! I don't know how I woudl have made it through this journey without all your help and support!! I truly have a place in my heart for each and everyone of you!!! HONESTLY!

Cheryl, Bridget, Oneder and everyone else who will be reunited soon--one thing i recommend--wear water proof mascara!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH! lol...i have to tell you the funniest story!! haha....well, we had dinner with my family today since they never met him before....so he met my 5-year-old niece--my niece is veryyyy shy and does not talk to or go near any stranger, but she was getting along veryyyy well with my hubby.....so later on, my niece asks her mother how often she will be seeing him...then she said that she wanted to see him more often....then....lmaooo.....she asked for a picture of him...why?...so she can hang it in her room cuz she misses him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! loooool!!!! i said, uh oh!!!!! lol....back off!!!!!!!!!!!! he's miiiiiiiiiiine!!! hahahhahahhahahhaa........so, now i have some competition!! lol... lol...he got her a pair of pink floral pjs and my niece hates pink and flowers and would refuse to wear it, BUT, she wore them to bed today and she loooooooooves them and she says she loves them because he got them!!!! lol!!!!!

[SaadBell 0]

That is precious, how sweet, she is just little but already falls crazy for a good looking smart man. Must run in the family.

[ayesha4akram 0]

...words cannot describe...

I pray that everyone had an amazing Saturday!!

Thank you all so much for your sweet words and well wishes!!!!! I pray that you are all reunited with your loves soooooooooooon!!!! I don't know how I woudl have made it through this journey without all your help and support!! I truly have a place in my heart for each and everyone of you!!! HONESTLY!

Cheryl, Bridget, Oneder and everyone else who will be reunited soon--one thing i recommend--wear water proof mascara!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH! lol...i have to tell you the funniest story!! haha....well, we had dinner with my family today since they never met him before....so he met my 5-year-old niece--my niece is veryyyy shy and does not talk to or go near any stranger, but she was getting along veryyyy well with my hubby.....so later on, my niece asks her mother how often she will be seeing him...then she said that she wanted to see him more often....then....lmaooo.....she asked for a picture of him...why?...so she can hang it in her room cuz she misses him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! loooool!!!! i said, uh oh!!!!! lol....back off!!!!!!!!!!!! he's miiiiiiiiiiine!!! hahahhahahhahahhaa........so, now i have some competition!! lol... lol...he got her a pair of pink floral pjs and my niece hates pink and flowers and would refuse to wear it, BUT, she wore them to bed today and she loooooooooves them and she says she loves them because he got them!!!! lol!!!!!

awwwww that's soooo cute!! I'm so happy for you! May you continue to be blessed throughout your lives Ameen.

Hugs,

Ayesha

[♥Sora_9_Dam3a♥ 0]

That is precious, how sweet, she is just little but already falls crazy for a good looking smart man. Must run in the family.

lol...i told her mother she doesn't have to worry about her daughter, she has amazing taste!!

awwwww that's soooo cute!! I'm so happy for you! May you continue to be blessed throughout your lives Ameen.

Hugs,

Ayesha

thank you so much, sweetie! i wish you all the best and insha allah an amazing reunion soon!!

[Nasturtium 500]

Awww Amal! I hope things get better. I hope they at least figure out what is wrong.

Nagishkaw-- that was an awesome story I like the arguing part. That's so much like me.

Kelly-- I'm glad you took off-- you needed it! I took off early from work this apst wednesday for the first time since i've had this job-- 4 years. I had a migrane and I couldn't stand it anymore. Of course they still called me every 20 minutes.

Sora- congrats!

[Nagishkaw 510]

Julianna, it was not really an argument....it was an out cold scream fest with me doing all the screaming. It was terrible now that I think back on it. God could have taken me out right then and there with a blink of an eye, but instead He healed me.