Ahhhh

[Traviesa 0]

just a while ago I was still so happy from yesterday. Now I feel like the wind has gone out of my sails. Who am I kidding? I don't have confidence. I feel like I'm going to end up in Mexico. This sucks. Makes me wonder why I ever thought this would work in the first place.

[Ban Hammer 13,483]

just a while ago I was still so happy from yesterday. Now I feel like the wind has gone out of my sails. Who am I kidding? I don't have confidence. I feel like I'm going to end up in Mexico. This sucks. Makes me wonder why I ever thought this would work in the first place.

hang in there.

[Fandango 1,440]

Don't make me come over and kick your butt!!!! IT'S ALL GOING TO BE JUST FINE! Your worrying does absolutely nothing but make you sick....

[Traviesa 0]

Don't make me come over and kick your butt!!!! IT'S ALL GOING TO BE JUST FINE! Your worrying does absolutely nothing but make you sick....

Lisa...I got to thinking you know...and not every story can be a success story. And that's only natural...it just sucks when it happens to you.

[Fandango 1,440]

Don't make me come over and kick your butt!!!! IT'S ALL GOING TO BE JUST FINE! Your worrying does absolutely nothing but make you sick....

Lisa...I got to thinking you know...and not every story can be a success story. And that's only natural...it just sucks when it happens to you.

When you are negative, you attract negativity. Tell me, what is the harm in keeping positive? Give me one benefit that thinking the worst is going to give you.

[Traviesa 0]

Don't make me come over and kick your butt!!!! IT'S ALL GOING TO BE JUST FINE! Your worrying does absolutely nothing but make you sick....

Lisa...I got to thinking you know...and not every story can be a success story. And that's only natural...it just sucks when it happens to you.

When you are negative, you attract negativity. Tell me, what is the harm in keeping positive? Give me one benefit that thinking the worst is going to give you.

I need to keep a real head on my shoulders...not an inflated one in the clouds. I'm actually really upset at myself for getting so happy about things-this is the crash of coming back down to reality. Good things just don't happen to me. I have no reason to believe that's going to change. I mean if we were really meant to be in the US, we would not have had all these complications. It would be obvious. Instead, various signs point to Mexico.

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this is the crash of coming back down to reality.

What happened?

[Traviesa 0]

this is the crash of coming back down to reality.

What happened?

I started thinking.......and remembering.

[w¡n9Nµ7 §£@¥€r 123]

this is the crash of coming back down to reality.

What happened?

I started thinking.......and remembering.

So nothing actually happened? I thought maybe you heard something from someone...

[Traviesa 0]

this is the crash of coming back down to reality.

What happened?

I started thinking.......and remembering.

So nothing actually happened? I thought maybe you heard something from someone...

No I was just reading some stuff on here and it got me thinking....and I came to some conclusions about things and went from there.

[Fandango 1,440]

Don't make me come over and kick your butt!!!! IT'S ALL GOING TO BE JUST FINE! Your worrying does absolutely nothing but make you sick....

Lisa...I got to thinking you know...and not every story can be a success story. And that's only natural...it just sucks when it happens to you.

When you are negative, you attract negativity. Tell me, what is the harm in keeping positive? Give me one benefit that thinking the worst is going to give you.

I need to keep a real head on my shoulders...not an inflated one in the clouds. I'm actually really upset at myself for getting so happy about things-this is the crash of coming back down to reality. Good things just don't happen to me. I have no reason to believe that's going to change. I mean if we were really meant to be in the US, we would not have had all these complications. It would be obvious. Instead, various signs point to Mexico.

You have no reason to believe it's not going to change, either!

A negative attitude has the ability to make you sick, hon...and we can't have that!!! Why not try to stay positive? You can go thru your every day with a smile on your face & IF the worst thing happens...well then worry about that when it happens!!!!

We all have our bad days where everything seems like it's just a load of sh!t, but you must kick your own ### to not wallow.

I don't want to keep bringing this up,....but put yourself in my shoes when I was sick.....50/50 chance that I'd be dead...and like 75-80% that I'd be paralyzed from the neck down. Guess what???? I'M NEITHER! Good things do happen even when they're not likely!!!!!

Keep the faith, Melissa....good things will happen, you MUST believe that!

Edited May 1, 2006 by LisaD

[w¡n9Nµ7 §£@¥€r 123]

this is the crash of coming back down to reality.

What happened?

I started thinking.......and remembering.

So nothing actually happened? I thought maybe you heard something from someone...

No I was just reading some stuff on here and it got me thinking....and I came to some conclusions about things and went from there.

Stop doing that to yourself.

[Traviesa 0]

Lisa, thanks for sharing that with me-that is some information I didn't know. I am really surprised to learn that actually. I am so happy that you beat the odds.

And AS-they're right! Everyone is right-all these illegal threads. The nerve of me to think we somehow deserve a break-Javier broke the law and he got a 10 year ban. There's no reason why we should be excused. Why should we-because I post on here? Javier's no different from those people protesting in the streets. He's a criminal. I'm being dead serious here. It's like I've been saying all along-why should rules be different for one person and another person in the same situation?

[iceyspots 0]

Please hang in there Things will work out.

[Fandango 1,440]

Lisa, thanks for sharing that with me-that is some information I didn't know. I am really surprised to learn that actually. I am so happy that you beat the odds.

And AS-they're right! Everyone is right-all these illegal threads. The nerve of me to think we somehow deserve a break-Javier broke the law and he got a 10 year ban. There's no reason why we should be excused. Why should we-because I post on here? Javier's no different from those people protesting in the streets. He's a criminal. I'm being dead serious here. It's like I've been saying all along-why should rules be different for one person and another person in the same situation?

Melissa, please stop doing this to yourself. It will all work out hon!!!!!

YOU MUST BELIEVE THIS!