We members here who went through the spouse visa process, all endured separation, and in most cases, it was the US Citizen Petitioner who had to do all the travel for visits. If you spent three months in Turkey with your spouse already, that's more than many of us had altogether. Yes, it's difficult, but also wonderful that you can visit again during the process. Look forward to that. Stay in regular contact. You'll still need to qualify as your wife's financial sponsor, so we understand the need to work. She will understand too.
One thing to do to further occupy your mind, is to learn what's coming next, including becoming an A-student of the I-864 and its separate instructions.